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realizing that even if you don't want to admit it, you know that there is a big problem with the person you least expect to be the problem. The fact is, that they harbor your stress, they carry it and make you deal with it, when they were the ones causing it in the first place.



Disappiontment is when you try to reach them on the phone they don't answer, and then talk down to you when you give them attitude. Disappiontment is never being heard, because you tend to be more passive than you should.



It seems that disappiontment is my new favorite word, I just never thought I would be in you.

I would rid the world of so many people, and then somehow it would seem better. But, then again...the choices can't be made by me. What a shame.

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KamarillaKaine
15:43 Aug 11 2008

OOO OOOO !!!

can i add a few names to the list ?? lol

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I am glad to say that I am getting a new cell phone. I have been over due one for a while and the fact that I am going to be on sprint makes it that much better. I have a larger friend group on sprint anyways. I have some family on it as well. Which will help with keeping my bill down.



I am just glad that I get to pick it up today. So yay!

Trust not an easy thing you say

Never thought the game of love

This way you'd play

By the things you do

Never thought these things

I would go through with you

Pain trickery and deceit

All the wrongs that you put me through

If you don't wanna say

Still love you anyway

Never do believe my words

When I try telling you my story

Have no reason, still don't trust me

No I'm not a cheat or a liar



She brought love

She brought joy

She brought what she brought

You thought you'd never see again

She cheats and lied

Made you cry

Said goodbye

Bodies numb



Think you're never gonna feel again

Then what do you know

You take it slow

Here comes

Things go smooth

But drama just around bend

Don't blame me for jealousies

Or insecurities

Please see

Cause I wouldn't do that to you



Don't smother me (with misery)

Accusing me (of polygamy)

If not the trust (then we have what)

Gotta be strong (oh keep holding on_



Wanna second chance with this love

This romance

Wanna make it last

Forget your past

She hurt you bad

Let's start anew

Yes that means me and you

Gonna make it through

But you must give trust a try

Gotta be strong with this love

Hold on

Gotta trust in me

And we will see true victory

We'll love with ease

Baby please trust in me

It'll be heavenly

But you must give trust a try



You got burned

You got bruised

You got

So you got a kick outta that

Unhealthy shit

You said to she

You'd please her needs

Whatever it'd be

Still she'd cheat

On her back again for the money



Now leave from it

You grow from it

Get over it

I won't take the blame

So don't

Cause I ain't having it

Steady given me

The third degree

That's so mean

Don't push me out the door

I wouldn't do that to you



Don't smother me (with misery)

Accusing me (of polygamy)

If not the trust (then we have what)

Gotta be strong (oh keep holding on_



Wanna second chance with this love

This romance

Wanna make it last

Forget your past

She hurt you bad

Let's start anew

Yes that means me and you

Gonna make it through

But you must give trust a try

Gotta be strong with this love

Hold on

Gotta trust in me

And we will see true victory

We'll love with ease

Baby please trust in me

It'll be heavenly

But you must give trust a try



Trust not an easy thing you say

Never thought the game of love

This way you'd play

By the things you do

Never thought these things

I would go through with you

Pain trickery and deceit

All the wrongs that you put me through

If you don't wanna say

Still love you anyway

Never do believe my words

When I try telling you my story

Have no reason, still don't trust me

No I'm not a cheat or a liar



Don't smother me (with misery)

Accusing me (of polygamy)

If not the trust (then we have what)

Gotta be strong (oh keep holding on_



Wanna second chance with this love

This romance

Wanna make it last

Forget your past

She hurt you bad

Let's start anew

Yes that means me and you

Gonna make it through

But you must give trust a try

Gotta be strong with this love

Hold on

Gotta trust in me

And we will see true victory

We'll love with ease

Baby please trust in me

It'll be heavenly

But you must give trust a try

I find it absolutely crazy and funny how opinions of one person can change in one single act. I know for a fact that there are a number of things that should make me out to be this horrible person, but everyone has their days.



I just think it's rich that people will pass judgments off of past arguments and circumstances. But, I digress into things that really shouldn't matter. The fact is, that people change like the wind when things don't go in their favor. I am as much guilty of it as everyone else.



But, there are those that just change hold things in and begrudge everyone else with their problems. This is all I have to say, I think it's funny that you would think I cared. I don't and never will, because your problems are your problems, don't get mad at me because you can't take care of it yourself.



I don't care what circumstances you are under, everyone is given the same chance in life and you may feel cheated, but it's those that find a team mate to play with, and a good group to run with that will make it. The others will be left in the dust. Don't expect me to feel any sort of sympathy for you, because there are worse things that I could do.