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I just wish....04:49 Apr 30 2010
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I love Aiyana so much, she is my entire world. We have so many things working against us, but we promised eachother that we would let nothing get in between us...... Things have now got shakey, and I wish I could be everything she has ever wanted, I try so hard, yet I still somehow fall short. I just wish everything would work out, I wish she could feel me everynight, and wake up knowing and understanding how much she really does mean to me.
What I hate the most.06:56 Apr 11 2010
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In one's life, there are certain things that happen repeatedly, for example, sleeping every night, make new friends, etc. Then there are those things that happen only once, falling madly in love with the most amazing woman on earth, but thgen there are things that try to ruin even the most amazing thing in my life. If the distance isn't hard enough.... Other factors have to jump in. I love Aiyana with all my heart, and I hate how I can't always comfort her, I hate how I make her feel unimportant, I hate how no matter how hard I try, something gets between us, but what I hate the most is the fact that god himself is jealous of what she and I have, that he is eventrying to destroy us.... But it won't work. My love for this angel of mine will never change, Aiyana owns my heart and soul.
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xAiyanax
05:16 Apr 30 2010
Don't worry tiger. Nothing will get between us *cuddles*
I know sometimes it seems like I'm mad about things, but really I don't ever seriously get mad at you. I'm usually sad because for some reason things go wrong so often. Like, when we start to get happy, something comes up, and it totally ruins it. But if this relationship was always so easy we wouldn't have the love we have for each other. I always love you, even when I'm unhappy, and I always always want only you. I know I mean more than anything to you... And you mean the same to me. So don't think you have to be better, because you're already so perfect for me.
I love you so so so much.
xAiyanax
05:21 Apr 30 2010
And I don't want you to think that just because things get hard I'm going to leave. Just because we can't talk as much I'm going to ditch you. I would never do that to you... I couldn't. Anyone who breaks up over that is immature. You have a lot going on right now, and I understand that. You can't always be right there for me, and I don't expect that from you. You need to be where you are, and learn everything that you can so you don't get hurt later on because you were so worried about me that you weren't paying attention. I don't want that... So don't worry, I won't ever leave, no matter how shakey things get between us. We just have to hold on. Only 26 more days til I'm there in your arms. Keep that thought in your mind... I'll be there with you soon. I love you.