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you ever feel like you have been betryed before by your partner? it sucks doent it? here is my story about it



first time i have changed in to my gothic image and started hanging around with the goths up town..this girl came up to me out of the blue and asked me to go out with her.so i thought.fair enough.so i said yea and started going out with her.now you know what normaly happens. she took me round and met some of her friends and chilled out with them for a while.. it went like that for a few weeks then we got really close.*didnt have sex because i was a virgin and still am to this day and at least i have the balls to say it *so we ended up pulling for a while and it was time for me to head home because i was tired like..so it went like that for a few weeks more. i started heading to this heavy metal place called the mission*for those in edinbrugh you know what i mean* for a while.one of my girlfriends mates came up to me and asked to talk to me in privite so i went with here to the outside the mission and said that my gf was going out with someone. so am left thinking about this her mate was still there looking at me.now i refused to belive this and so i went and asked my gf if she was seeing anybody. no she says and i left it at that but with a diffrent feeling i had that gut feeling that something wasnt right but i ignored that and returned to the dance floor..for weeks i sat there thinking to myself that she was nice.my thoughts were intterupted by a text message my gf was saying she had something to tell me.i sent one back saying what is it ?then my gut instint hit me..she sent one back saying i am seeing someone.i stayed calm but my insides were going nuts. so i sent one back saying i know that mabye you aint the one for me then.she never sent one back so i left it at that and went to the mission.got in there and had a look around next thing i know is that a have been slaped by someone and i turned round and now my ex girlfriend was storming off down towards the bar there..i shook my head and returned to scouting around for folk and then she down it again and again i wasnt focusing.so i left and went on to the dance floor she came up 10-15mins later grabed my hair *which was long at the time and draged me out and was saying if you go near me or my mates i will bury you six feet under. i thought now because of the mood i was in just u fucking try it i am set for you to try it so that happened i went down to the dance floor and went over to my mates and started headbanging with them. then i felt i kick and she was there again.so now i was getting really pissed of with this so i moved to the stage and then one of my mate came up and asked if i was ok or not so i took him round to the guys toilet and told him the story he understood the mood i was in and went away i took my vest of and wraped it round my waste soaked my hair and with rage i stormed out on to the dance floor she was waiting outside and saw the outrage on my face and shot off i dindt see her again for the whole of the evening.weeks passed i went she never showed again for quite a few months.i never contacted her since that night at the misson. she foned me up or so i thought her mate was on the fone saying that she would kill me if i contacted her again i just canclled the call and returned to what i was doing the fone rang time after time after time messages were sent and every thing it rang and i picked up telling whoever was on to fuck off i dont want nothing to do with u or your mate.then hung up and worked on some bits of my project it rang yet again i had enough i picked it up and said go on say what you have to say but i aint listing. honey.it was my ex again .my mate has something shed like to say.oh really what abuse is she gonna send this time .the fone changed hands. well i said go on. am so sorry man i lost it.she went on for a few mins.i hope you aceept my misunderstanding...i was tempted to say no . but i thought fair enough . i held my breath for a second.accepted but hear is some advice dont jump to the gun next time eh? the fone changed hands again and we made up. she wanted to start over but i wasnt going for it.i left with the parting words i dont think it was ment to be.i could hear her intears at the other end but i will keep the friend ship but i cant go back out with you am trying to avoid the heartache yea. and after that .....i hung up. we still see each other up the time but just as gd friends.....