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you wil regret it

the thougth hasnt hit you yet

but dont worry you will



you'll move on

thinking your life is great

feeling free and single to date



then it will hit you

you'll fall to the floor

the pain is soo bad

you say you cant take anymore



you'll wonder where i am

since im not answering my cell

while you sit there and wonder

im walking out the door



then it will hit you

you'll fall to the floor

the pain is so bad

you say you cant take anymore



but that is when you'll see

you dont get to me

i dont care anymore

cuz im already out the door



as i watch you in pain

thoughts go on in my brain

of you hurting me

not so long before



but that is when you'll see

you dont get to me

i dont care any more

cuz im already out the door....

Everythime you looked into his eyes

you saw love warmth feelings and understanding

you loved everything word his lips released

you loved when he held you

kissed you

and loved you when you were down

but then he changed

first it was a bruse of two

then a spraned wrist

then soem broken ribs

you have to ask yourself one thing

is that love....?

Someone says something

someone gets hurt

tears fall

fall from your eyes

a mistake was done

a friend lost

no one cares

but you

you are lost in fear

fear of thought

you think the mistake was true

someone told me once

that your brain is like a cd player on repeat

you keep hearing the mistake over and over again

being losT in confusion

the Hurt

all done by one liE

the Pain

the teArs

all kIlling you iNside

the love

your heart Worshipping Him

all amazinglY specail things

the happiness once there

now gone from Me

in one second of dishonEsty

the untruth

the lies

i am consumed in

the hatred

the hurt

i am feeling

the tears

the fears

all a waste of time

so smile

and F*** em

When i said...

"i hate your hair"

i realy liked it

When i said.....

"I hate your clothes"

I really wanted them

When i said....

" I dont care if you leave"

I really missed you

When i said...

" I'll always love you"

I really meant it

you tell me ill be mad

and tha ti wont like what your doing

you open your mouth

and tell me the news

i cant believe what you are telling me

your letting him back in

youve been through this before

but wait i must be a little hypicritical

since i was there once

i looked into his eyes

i got drawn in

i fell again

he never saved you

I hit my knee's

I lost everything

Yet i still went back

It took time

My life was horrible

without him

trying to fight this feeling inside

it took time

and a realization of now i deserved better

unitl you believe you deserve better

your never going to realize

that you do deserve happiness

NOT PAIN....

I woke up from my dream

with a panic in my breath in my throat

I never knew why

Iwould wake up like this

with a coldness up my back

and a tear running down my cheek

I roll over and take a deep breath

an arm crosses my stomach

hold me

I feel his strength

his passion

the feel of his touch

takes awa the painc in my throat

the tears fade

and dont return

until the next time the feelings take over

my heart starts to race faster

the love going through us

warms me

i roll back over and hide my face

the arms strength still around me

the tears start to fall

but only I know

they fall and fall until I fall asleep

he never knows

I cant let him see me like that

My fragile state

The state where i am totally helpless

the only one that had my heart is him

he has total power over me

if he saw me this way

I wouldnt be strong

so I hide, Hide away

until I feel secure enough for me

to let go and cry in front of him

let my tears fall and not be scared

not be scared of being so fragile

that day will come,

THAT DAY WILL COME

i tell myself to be strong

and i am in your arms

one day I may not be strong

i may need your strength

when that times comes

I know you will be there

helping me through

you will be there

then I'll be ok with the statement

TEARS=FRAGILE

because with your strength

by my side

ill be able to be fragile

then ill be able to let the

tears fall........

Not touching,

Not seeing,

Not feeling,

Yet you know me

You seem to look inside

you take my life

and make it something worth

something that is definatly

just pushed aside

something you inside feel likes its nothing

You walked in at the wrong time

But your always there

you know when i hurt

you can sense how i feel

You can tell im pushing

im pushing will all my strength

You want me to hold back

you think my pushing is just a way

a way for people not to see me

not to want to be near me

not want to feel my heart

YOu want people to see what you see

the thing that you can understand

yet know inside that it is there

you want me to love again

you want me to feel again

you want me to be HAPPY again.........

my body aches for the touch of yours

i yern for your body near mine

come closer to me

i wont bite

i want you

you want me

plz take me

Thoughts are going in my head

about you and waht you are doing

i dont think why but all i can do it think about you

i have never met you

yet you are here with me in my thoughts

i can see you blush

i can hear your heart beat

your nervous

wow no that is me

im too nervious

your just a dream

your too good to be true