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I'm gonna miss you, honey.

This was playing when you left, and I won't let it off the radio.

It's gonna play all night.





'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life

Try to make ends meet

You're a slave to money then you die

I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down

You know the one that takes you to the places

where all the veins meet yeah,



No change, I can change

I can change, I can change

But I'm here in my mold

I am here in my mold

But I'm a million different people

from one day to the next

I can't change my mold

No, no, no, no, no



Well I never pray

But tonight I'm on my knees yeah

I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah

I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now

But the airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now



No change, I can change

I can change, I can change

But I'm here in my mold

I am here in my mold

And I'm a million different people

from one day to the next

I can't change my mold

No, no, no, no, no

I can't change

I can't change



'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life

Try to make ends meet

Try to find some money then you die

I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down

You know the one that takes you to the places

where all the things meet yeah



You know I can change, I can change

I can change, I can change

But I'm here in my mold

I am here in my mold

And I'm a million different people

from one day to the next

I can't change my mold

No, no, no, no, no



I can't change my mold

No, no, no, no, no,

I can't change

Change my

No, no, no, no, no



It justs sex and violence melody and silence

It justs sex and violence melody and silence

I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down

It justs sex and violence melody and silence

I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down

Been down

Ever been down

Ever been down

Ever been down

Ever been down

Have you ever been down?

Have you ever been down?

Have you ever been down?

I'm a girl. It's obvious. I'm also too nice.



When someone hurts you again and again, do you keep going back? Do you let others they're close to blame you for a separation?



Why do I let that happen?



I'm supposed to start working in about an hour and a half. I need to pay rent, and things are somewhat falling down.

But I haven't been able to sleep yet. The disturbing images I get have kept me awake.



He gets to sleep, of course. And he gets to leave the house tomorrow.



Looks like I'll be spending some time here on VR.

I got THE job.



$31k/yr, starting next month.

Taking the drug test within the next couple days, and they're sending through the background check.



Question is, how busy is it going to keep me?

Should I keep the work-at-home job, too, and just start saving money?



Now would be the perfect time for that.



Aside from that, it's a flirty day for me. :)

And my damned desk broke again.





Had the weirdest dream lastnight. Here's a link to it.



Hope everyone's doing well.

Finished training tonight. Starting work as soon as I can find a headset cheap enough. Pays damned well and as much as I want to work. Heck. Yeah.



Also, I have to state I'm overwhelmed. So many people have welcomed me...Thank you to all of you. Please, everyone, keep in touch. I want to get to know each and every one of you personally :)



Besides - New friends = always good.



Hope anyone reading this has a smile.



Sincerely,

Manda~