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well one of my best friends is thinking about having kids.. and i think its a bad idea since her and her husband have been fighting alot and since hell be leaving for iraq.. i wanna tell her but since she had a miscarriage and the fact she loves them i dont wanna piss her off or break her heart.. hell shes even going ot name one after me.. i dunno if i should say something ot be quiet... i dunno... i guess ill figure it out..

so i talked to my most recent of ex's and sometime in august shes got an appointment to see how well her uterus has healed.. see before we dated she had a a miscarriage and the doctors said it fuck up her uterus bad... well now that shes married and now she wnats to start having kids.. and i dunno why i wasnt happy to to hear that she wants to star having kids... ill admit i still have feeling for her...but i just wasn't happy for her at first and i feel awful for not being happy.. i dunno and on top of that her husband will be going to Iraq and she wants me to go live with her for a year... i dunno im so confused

lately a quote has been stuck in my head and i think i finaly got the meaning down.... "your gonna carry that weight"... tell me what it means to you

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xxEmaeraldxx
22:12 Jul 15 2008

It means two things to me, 1) Either the memories of something is going to be heavy going, or 2) I have put on a lot of weight and need to diet quick!

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