Ok. Vampirerave is addicting. You know, everytime you refresh the page there is something new. Like a new msg or something. Well everytime I go to log off I always refresh the page and I find something new. And then again. and again lol. I never can log off, and I love it. I Love VR.
Today is the 8th. I originaly believed it was the 7th, guess I was wrong from the start.
Everyone is expoeriencing different things. Everything that happens to us as individual people, not a whole, influences our everyday lives. My problems make me who I am today and will be in the future with what is to come, and they also influence the way I think, and see things. And that influence is brought out in my writing. Whic I believe is part of the reason I cant type here what I wanted to at the begining.
Today I signed on to create a story for you all, but I couldnt decide where to start and when I did this entry turned into something compleatly different. I had different ideas, of course, but they all amounted to nothing and somehow it all related to the same crap.
The 'crap' Im trying to escape from when I write and share stories from my mind - but today that isnt working out so well for me. Maybe its because I have some minor problems that I need to fix.
They may be small, but they sure have a large impact. The way these little issues make me feel change how I live. Because they are small means nothing, they are important to me and thats what catches me. They are important.
Yes, life will go on without me and, No: it does not pain me to know that life is bigger than who we are, as people. We are meerly pawns.
But my life is al I have and I need to make the desicions that are right for ME.
(how I wish the Little 'I' that I use in Microsoft Word was at my disposal so I could give extra meaning to some of these words your reading)
Sorry, all of this just poured out. Maybe it was worth something in the end(?).
COMMENTS
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BLOODLIFE
15:49 Dec 10 2010
omg, and wait till you get inducted to a coven...then the real fun begins ;-)
darksurfer1969
22:19 Feb 22 2011
Lol yep I can feel the loved on this site.The people seem to really cared about you on here.