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its been a bumpy life lately ...... dealing with things that are just messed up....... work sucks and is long and i wish the new manager would leave us on a set schedule its hard when you cant plan ahead cause you never know what your gonna be working she dosent understand the concept when you schedule your life around your work so you life will work and then when they mess with your schedule your life dont work............ uggggggg iam tired of my life not working hubby really needs to find a job this beeing layed off since november is killing me cause i couldnt even quit if i wanted too.......





i lost my baby in may i is still fucked up about that i was 12 weeks along when i had the miscarriage ugggggggg got a neet little tat on my ankel for the babe ill have to take pics an post later.......





my middle daughter was raped had to deal with that the fucking 20 some year old bastered friend of her real fathers ....... then he only got 60 months probabtion and had to register as a sex offender ....... i think the maggot should of been casterated and left in prison to rot....... fucking asshole........



thought i lost my hankypoo the outherday he got out and we couldnt find him finally tim found him a day later omg i was so happy



but yeay i never have time for me anymore its work and on days off i gotta schedule 40 million things in i gotta get done in two days i am so exhausted anymore its not funny......just physically mentaly and emotionally ehausted............









things need to change soon...........i feel like iam stuck in a prison and i only get let out to go to work............















sigh

Scorpio

October 23 - November 21

Short journeys or visits in your near neighborhood could catapult you into rather negative situations, dear Scorpio, so it's best to stay close to home if you can. An angry letter or phone call from a woman could put you into a rather shaky mood. Days like this are best for keeping to yourself and throwing your energies into taking care of whatever you're working on right now. This is not a day to socialize!







oh great now whats comeing