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If only I could make you smile



If only I could help you see



I wish you knew how loved you are



and how amazing you are to me.



If only I could make it better



If only I could show you



Id show you the world



Id make you feel free.



If only I could take the fire from your eyes



If only you knew how much i truly love you.



Id give you everything



Id run away with yo.



If only you would look in my eyes



If only i could read your mind.







If only

The world works in mysterious ways



When life turns to ashes and weAll fade away.



The people that are closest To me die into abyss



I cry myself to oblivion



When I think of the last words That were said



I told you I hated youNever wanted to see you Again



When deep down you will always be My best friend



And even though nowYour so far awayI feel as though your closerStanding next to me.



I feel your breath run downMy neck.I hear you whisperIts all okay.



When in my eyes I see your shadow Put me into a deep solace,



Where my thoughts rain freeIts just you & me.Like it was back then



When we were friends.



When you saved my life.



Things would never end,



I look back now at the memories Shared,



wishing it never ended this



Way if I would think before



The things I say



Id take it all back if only I could



Id reverse my words



Make it all go away



I blame myself for what



Happened tonight.



If we never fought would youHave decided to drink?



If we would have talked would you Have decided to drive?



You’d still be alive if It wasn’t for me.



Please tell me your



Out there,



this is all Just a dream that



Wont stop haunting me.



Somebody pinch me



No this cant be true



The closest thing I ever had



Was you.



I went and fucked it all up



No one seems to understand



The paths we’ve been through.



If it wasn’t for those harsh mean Words you’d still be here



Instead of dead.



Pour me a shot



Get this out of my head I cant seem to think straight



As the sober clouds roll on by.



Step into my darkness



Let me know what it feels like.



You were a father,



a son,



A brother,



and a best friend.



You were somebodys lover



But now look what you've done



Gone and broke all our hearts.



Why is this happening to Me?



Fighting back tears,



Getting mad at the world,



Tourtring the ones I love



I feel like a bitch For the things ive done.



Your gone-strike one



Getting angry-strike two



Becoming a monster-strike three



Im out of this world



Whats going on.



Im getting lost in my own thoughts



No where to turn.



Its time to fade and just move on



Your not here that not gonna change.



So I live my life the way I should happy



In my world with the one I love.



Your not coming back



Theres nothing I can do.



So ill just fade.