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10 entries this month
"My Broken Heart"
17:14 Jul 16 2010
Times Read: 514
Can you still hear the beating of my broken heart?
As silence took part in the night when the raven cries
I gave you my all and you took advantage of me
Now the tears fall like rain as the raven dies
Can you still hear the beating of my broken heart?
In time shall the dove weep bitterly of his lore
You're wasting strength pouring out your sorrows and self-pit on me
Before you continue here's a gift and there is the door
Can you still hear the beating of my broken heart?
Let the dagger cross your flesh and kiss your vein
Innocence is no more here and now hell is rising
I tried to warn you but now you're surrounded by your devasting pain
Can you still hear the beating of my broken heart?
As the black rose withers and dies so does our love
You broke my heart and I tore you apart
Now you are cold, dead, and gray like the dying dove
No longer shall you hear the beating of my broken heart
I once was your queen as you were my knight
No more chains to bare me as I am now free
Through the night skies shall the raven take her flight
Copyright@2008
"Sanctuary Of Her Heart"
17:13 Jul 16 2010
Times Read: 515
Nothing left but ash and soot
Nothing more to give but a forgotten soul
Nothing to do but sit and weep
Nothing more here in this sanctuary of her heart
This sanctuary of ruins in wait
Her statue crumbles
As the crow caws
She is forgotten
Only her spirit wanders now
In this sanctuary of her heart
Silent tears of the dead does she cry
Her screams are unheard by the living
When will the suffering end?
When shall the hatred cease?
In her sanctuary of ruins
Mindless souls wander here and there
Nameless faces yet to tell their stories
No words to heal the wounds of tomorrow
There is only here and now
In this sanctuary of her broken heart
Misty mountains
Cloudy skies
Dying souls
Meaningless laughter
Alone and tired
In her sanctuary of ruins
Decaying is her body in the temple
In her diary only her spirit is kept
Words meaningless in those black pages now
Slowly her sanctuary begins to crumble
As the clock strikes midnight...
Copyright@2008
"Fate"
17:13 Jul 16 2010
Times Read: 516
If I die before I wake
May my soul keep to wait
Upon that blacken cloud of new
Silently the trumpets resound
In my mind I await
My own chosen fate
As I fall farther and farther
Into that fiery black flame
I cry out loud, curing on my
Fallen Cloud
As I accept my deadly fate
Copyright@2008
"The Fear"
17:12 Jul 16 2010
Times Read: 517
When the red moon rises
At the strike of midnight
The creature howls its mournful
And wail of its midnight blues
Danger awaits
Beware the world
Beware and fear
Beware this creature
This creature with the
Blood dripping fangs
Run and Hide
If you can...
For once the moon shines again
It will be too late
Copyright@2008
"Leader Of The Pack"
17:11 Jul 16 2010
Times Read: 518
The fine muscled form running swiftly down the forest path
Catching scent on the air of a herd of cattle
He lifts up his head and signals to the pack
Silently they creep up on the grazing mammals
He watches alertly from the hillside
As they take down a sweet young brown heifer
They feast on their share
Snarling and fighting one another over the best organs
Slowly he descends from his place on the hill
They carefully form a circle around their alpha
He stands there under the pale moon light
Every curve so beautifully detailed
They lift up their heads to the sky
And they sing their praises deep into the night
Honoring the Leader of the Pack
Copyright@2008
"The Rose That Never Dies"
17:09 Jul 16 2010
Times Read: 519
Most feelings fade away with time
Another’s love soon decays like a wilting flower
When one pains the heart of their love
They ruin the hope for others
The pain fades, and the wounds heal
But the scars forever remain invisible
And the memory stays implanted in the brain
When you tell me you love me
I smile in hope that one day
The scars will also fade
And you will be the one to mend
The heart broken in my bosom
Our love is the story of the rose that never dies
Even in winter, it remains full of life
Never losing a single petal
Staying forever youthful and strong
Remember the tale of this rose that never dies
And recall on it when he holds you in his arms at night
And realize that when morning comes, he’ll still be there
And he’ll kiss your sweet lips and wish you a Good Morning with a smile
In your heart, you shall know that your love is like the rose that never dies
Forever in eternity shall it remain pure, giving life, and strong.
Copyright@2008
"Stop Hurting Me"
17:08 Jul 16 2010
Times Read: 520
You’ll never see the tears that fall behind my grey eyes
You’ll never realize that my smiles and laughter is all just an act
When I look at you, my heart breaks
Trying to go on with my life as if everything was perfectly normal
But they never see what goes on behind closed doors
I want to cry
I want to yell
I want to scream
All up in your face
Why are you doing this
Stop hurting me
Let go of me
I’m drowning in this self-pity
Going insane
About to plunge in that sea of torment
You’re not the one I fell in love with
Not the one I thought I knew
Oh, what have you become
Please, stop hurting me
Get away from me
Don’t touch me
You’re making me sick
Bruises and blood
This nightmare that never seems to end
Let me wake up
Screaming as I fall farther and farther
Let go of me
Why are you doing this
Stop hurting me, please
Copyright@2008
“Merry-Go-Round”
17:05 Jul 16 2010
Times Read: 522
Momma sittin on the back porch swing....
With baby on her lap....
Watchin Daddy teach Jr. how to swing a bat....
To any other person this would look like....
Perfect little family on an rerun episode....
If only this was true.......
But no, no, no.......
Settle kids down....
Tuck them in tight for the night....
Then the fights begin....
The arguments settle in....
Baby, I’m getting tired of this merry-go-round....
Breaking up and making up....
Leaving me so utterly dazed and confused....
Alone and broken by this torment....
All we ever seem to do on this merry-go-round....
Words unspoken, questions unanswered....
Hurtful words breakin my heart....
If you wanna leave, then leave....
If you wanna stay, then stay....
‘Cause I’m not stopping you anymore....
Not gonna put our babies through this anymore.......
Hush, now.......
This yelling making the baby scream and cry....
Don’t want them wondering why....
Why their momma and daddy actin this way....
So, hunny, leave quietly or not at all....
Baby, I’m getting tired of this merry-go-round....
Breaking up and making up....
Stop this ride....
I want off of it now....
Because I can’t take anymore....
You always leaving me so utterly alone, dazed and confused....
Time for me to say Goodnight....
No more of this merry-go-round ride for me!.
Copyright@2009
“Three Verses Of Nothingness”
17:04 Jul 16 2010
Times Read: 524
You know I would die just to hear you tell me you love me....
If you did... why would I need to ask you to tell me it?....
Everything has a price.......
My tears will never reach the ocean....
For they will dry up the sands....
Now... all the things I ever wanted here in this nothingness.......
I want to hear “Good morning, I love you.”....
“Hey, hunny, how was your day?”....
Give me a kiss or two....
Want a chest to lay my head upon....
“Good night, sweet dreams, I love you forever more”....
“You look more beautiful every day.”....
“Why the frown? Smile, you brighten up my day.”....
Give our son a ruffle of his hair, a hug and kiss.....
“Wish daddy good luck at work today.”....
“My little man take care of ya mom while I’m away.”....
Hold me in your arms, never let me go.......
Whisper all your secrets and longings in my ear.......
But instead.......
I fell and I will never again be able to get up from this.......
I walk alone....
Love has shown its true face ....
The face of the snake....
Its bite as venomous as one....
But hell.......
I would still die just to hear you say “I Love You” ....
"Changes Beat"
So why not give it a go?....
You robbed me of my Innocence....
Now the smile of a wicked mind plays on my lips....
Rocking on my heels....
Lets play.......
Sick and twisted have you made me....
Crawling on all fours just to be by your side....
Got me begging and pleading like a dog....
Come now.......
Touch me and feel the flames of a broken heart....
A broken heart filled with so much hatred.......
Thought you were different....
Did you not just see?....
Rip my wings from my back! ....
You stole me of my innocence.......
Left me here in the cold, so bitter and alone.......
Look, there! ....
There’s a bleeding angel in the winter starless night....
Turning the white snow to a crimson tide....
Such a Lonely Frighten Dead Angel is she.......
Why wont anyone help her?....
Why wont anyone save her?....
But no... ....
"Changes Beat"
You’re so cruel....
Do you know how much I want to reach out?....
To hold you, touch you, kiss you, love you?....
You have me in a corner....
Rocking, wondering what the hell I should do....
Driving me out of my fucking mind! ....
Completely, utterly insane!....
The tears wont stop falling like rain from these eyes of mine....
I see to much, I hear to much, I speak to much.......
Peirce out my eyes, make my ears bleed, rip out my tongue! ....
What can I do to please you! ....
Speak it and I’ll do it!....
I’m nothing but a slave to you.......
I’m Damned and Divine... ....
This is the path I walk....
Mindless and Dead....
Without a soul of my own....
I am the Puppet on these Strings.......
On your dirty little strings!....
Play me Puppet Master!....
You command, I obey.......
"Changes Beat... Spoken Softly"
“Everything and anything you were I wanted to be. ....
My hero, my knight, my prince in dark armor,....
That black sword fitted your heart well.......
As your soul is has cold and untamed as the seas.”....
“I am nothing but a child....
Stolen from my mother’s womb....
Into a world I don’t understand.....
Robbed of my Innocence.”....
“I am the dog lapping at your feet.....
A Puppet on my strings, being played.....
I was just an act for you to enjoy....
As was the deepest pleasures from between your legs came.”....
Copyright@2009
"The Master"
17:03 Jul 16 2010
Times Read: 525
He is our Father; we respect him as well as fear and love him
He is our Lover; desire and passion be the flame engulfing us
He is our Savior; without him we are nothing
He is our Creator; we learn and grow in his image
He is our Friend; we keep no secrets from him
He is our Teacher; we listen and acknowledge what he teaches us
He is our Protector; we do not fear him
He is the air we breath, the earth we crawl on
He is the fire in our souls, the passion in our hearts
He is Everything to us
He comes before all else, before all others, including ourselves
Collar and bound us
Mark us and we wear it with pride
Unashamed of who and what we are
We love, care, and trust him entirely
We bow before him, kissing the ground at his feet
He is our Master; command us and we obey!
Copyright@2009
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