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Tonight I finally figure out who that Pink song "Who Knew" reminds me of. It reminds me of Alfredo, even the video does.





You took my hand

You showed me how

You promised me you'd be around

Uh huh

That's right

I took your words

And I believed

In everything

You said to me

Yeah huh

That's right



If someone said three years from now

You'd be long gone

I'd stand up and punch them out

Cause they're all wrong

I know better

Cause you said forever

And ever

Who knew



Remember when we were such fools

And so convinced and just too cool

Oh no

No no

I wish I could touch you again

I wish I could still call you friend

I'd give anything



When someone said count your blessings now

'fore they're long gone

I guess I just didn't know how

I was all wrong

They knew better

Still you said forever

And ever

Who knew



Yeah yeah

I'll keep you locked in my head

Until we meet again

Until we

Until we meet again

And I won't forget you my friend

What happened



If someone said three years from now

You'd be long gone

I'd stand up and punch them out

Cause they're all wrong and

That last kiss

I'll cherish

Until we meet again

And time makes

It harder

I wish I could remember

But I keep

Your memory

You visit me in my sleep

My darling

Who knew

My darling

My darling

Who knew

My darling

I miss you

My darling

Who knew

Who knew





**You should really also watch the video for this**





Its been almost six years and I still can't let you go. You always promised you'd be around, and I believed every word. I would have killed anyone who said you'd have left me and this world behind.



We fooled around, and just loved each other like none other. I wish I could just hold your hand, and still call you my dearest friend. I should still count my blessings, and remember what you left behind. And what you gave me.



I'll keep your memory locked away where I won't forget you, and no one will ever be able to take it away from me, just like the bracelet, yes I still have it.





Time really does make this harder, and I wish I really could remember.





Who knew? Who knew you'd kill yourself?





One last kiss Alfredo, my first (and one and only) partner in crime.

I saw him today for the first time in over two years, gosh what a trip. It was spontaneous and fun, and goddamn it I deserve something good, and maybe this will be it.



Don't fuck it up again please, Mike. Even if we just stay friends.

I made it through the night, just to wake up to this from Micah: hey i'm sry i cant do this ne more my ex told me shes pregnant again . she wants to try to work things out ok. i'm sry . this is so fuct right now . i'll try to get bac on line today or tomorow but i cant do this with u ne more i'm sry.









Another man, who told me he loved me, and I loved him, gone. He was fucking his ex the whole time he was telling me he loved me. This is it. I'm done with men for good. I'll seal my heart away and let no one touch it, not even friends, that way I won't ever be heart broken again. No one will touch me, no one will ever get close again. Because apparently I'm not worth anyone's love. He said I love you just so I would take off my clothes, and by goly I did. I'm so fucking stupid.



Its time for this vixen's wings to be ripped off, not by the cowardly man, but by herself. No more...

I wonder just how many people would miss me if I didn't wake up tomorrow. Or if I just slit my wrists and took all the pain killers they gave me for my chest pain, to try and take away these thoughts.



I guess the question on my mind is, how many would actually miss me? Who would cry? Who would say fuckin good ridance, bout time!



What would people say? What would people think?



And should I call someone? And tell them I don't want to live anymore, or should I just lay back down and try not to think about it anymore tonight?



Who do I have to call anymore anyways? No one.



What do I do?

COMMENTS

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Fizbop
10:00 Feb 22 2010

Nothing is worth your own life. Seek help for your own sake.

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Sinora
10:07 Feb 22 2010

I would miss you and I'm a stranger. Sleep and wake refreshed hon.

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