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As bad as it was at my house there were some good times,My grandmother(She is a story in her self,one I will get to soon enough)when she was alive she kept my family together.We always had a big family gathering at Easter at this house I hated,When she was at this event everyone in the family was there,it is one of my fondest memories of my childhood.Though everything went back to the way it was after that day,it would last for atleast 6 years,This is when my mother had,had enough.I guess after 18 years (yeah a long time I know)she finally said enough,and what was about to come after that decision would change all our lives...........

Before I start I'd like to tell you I just watched the most increditable movie I've seen in a long time.'TheUltimategift',with Drew Fuller,Abigail Breslin,James Garner ,Brain Dennehy,Bill Cobbs,and Lee Meriwether(the very first cat women from the Batman series with Adam West)It was an awesome movie,one I suggest everyone see.If at anytime you have doubt about anything you can't do in life,well this movie will change all that.It will make you laugh,it will make you think and most of all it will make you cry.cry and cry and when you think you can't cry anymore ,you'll cry some more.After an emotional week I've had in awhile I had a lot of soul searching and tears and for what you might think to be crazy I quit my job.I haven't another but thats ok,I'll find another,I'm resourceful like that.I come from a long line of survivors,Like my mom,At time's I didn't think she would make it,but her strength pulled her through,I'm much like her they tell me.And if thats so,I'll get through this.You see I have to have a biopsy's on the 9th of October on a tumor they found last year,Yeah last year, I know I put it off ,Cause I was scared to death,like I said earlier in this story FEAR will paralize you til you just can't move.I'm still scared but,Hey I'll be OK,if not I deal with it.Along with all the other things going on in my life.As I said earlier my mother and grandmother always told me I was destine to do great and good things,(I'll share with you what my mother told me in a letter she wrote to me just before she passed away,but that will be later in the story)Well it's taken a little while to get to it but I think as I tell this story it is the beginning of what it is I'm suppose to do.I know at first for those of you who have read my story tus far it's a little boring and thats ok,BUt for me it's my life and everything in it has happened for a reason and it's taking me to this point I'm at in my life now.And trust me as I go along it gets more interesting,I promise,just bare with me.As it unfold's I find that it is becoming much more clearier to me to what I'm suppose to be doing........

I've been away,My computer has been in the shop and My health hasn't been good.I'm back now,So I'll be able to write in journals more and start my story back up.Those of you who have been reading it,I am sorry for the delay but will resume it shortly,Thanx for all of you who have supported me in the writing of this story,Thanx for the feed back.......