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Torn
03:44 Sep 25 2007
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I've been so torn lately,I have such a strong loyalty to all person close to me.even if it's not the same with them.I am forever going out of my way for people,It's just who I am.My riend Richard who lives here at the castle with me,Has repeately gone behind my back and try's to get me in trouble and even kicked out.It's strange to me that as close as we are,Are aren't he would do that.I'm torn as what to do.My heart aches from it,I try not to let it bother me,And I guess I should let it go,But at the same time it still hurts.I don't know, I need to work this out and move on,Oh shit I'll stew just a little while longer.

......Thoughts......
19:06 Sep 17 2007
Times Read: 589




I was listening to "Pinks" new song"Who Knew" and thought about you.It reminds me so much of you that it's spooky,And you know how I love spooky.....lol."If someone told me three years from now you'd be gone,I'd stand up and punch them out"How ironic,cause it was exactly 3 years that you started your battle with cancer.Next week will be 4 months since we lost you and I miss you still.They say time heals everything,but does it......

Just My Thoughts....
15:02 Sep 10 2007
Times Read: 596




It's been a while since My writings,It's been a busy last few months.I can barely keep up with everything.A lots happened since I last wrote and my live as it is,has been compilcated.As I always say to everyone,everything happens for a reason though we may not understand at the time,but nevertheless it happened for a reason.we don't understand until it's time to understand.Then we have a choice to act or not,I tend not to and then feel bad for not doing what I'm suppose to.I then ponder with the question WHY NOT?There is really a point to all this,I'm not making it clear but I will in time.........