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It finally happened. The guy I've been chasing around for the past 2 years finally admitted he has feelings for me. We are officially a couple. I almost cried when he told me earlier. I guess best friends really can turn into more. And I'm also possibly either getting more responsibility or a promotion at work, keeping my fingers crossed.

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Lylia
05:36 Oct 30 2013

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Sabastianthebat
06:18 Oct 30 2013

Awesomeness for you upon both! xD

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Kanadian91
07:57 Oct 30 2013

My better half was a -very- good friend of mine for years before we ever admitted anything for each other. Congratulations :) May your time together be long and happy ^_^

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Nothing really exciting today. I worked on my certification tests for work, finished up some school work and spent time with my daughter. Not much else for my only day off of work.

I am absolutely beat today. Thank god it's Friday and I have the day off tomorrow-- finally. Working 6 days in a row just to get 30 hours isn't exactly fun, but it's better pay than my last job so I can't complain there. Today went ok. It turns out I was right, there were no rental receipts for yesterday so there was nothing to worry about. Everything was fairly calm tonight. I got all my work finished and managed to make it out on time. I feel pretty good emotionally but still think I could be a little better.

I had a fairly good day today, except for the fact of being extremely tired because I stayed up too late last night browsing the website when I had to get up this morning to go grocery shopping. I only had 20 minutes by the time I got home to sit down and then I had to leave for work. Today was fairly busy. I had a lot of filing to do and quite a few customers and phone calls. I'm a little concerned, though. I never got an envelope from the rental department to turn in with my drawer tonight. At least not that I remember. I didn't see one laying around anywhere so I am assuming she did not give me anything. I hope so anyways because I cannot afford a mistake like that, it could cost me my job. -sigh- I am hoping the God and Goddess are on my side with this one. I need all the help I can get.

Today was ok. Nothing major happened. However I did spend all of my day "working". I have certification testing I have to complete for work, like I mentioned in my post from yesterday, so I got a couple done before I went into work today. The other girl we have has been there for a while and it has been mentioned to me that she has been slipping up. Therefore, this is my opportunity. Nothing like a little competition to get you motivated.

In an attempt to live a better, more stable life, I will be submitting daily journal entries. I am currently undergoing psychiatric care for help with a mood disorder. My therapist has asked me to keep a daily journal, which I have been doing, to track my moods; therefore, I will begin posting them here. I think over time the meaning of my username will come to light, and you will see how hard it is (not that a lot of you don't understand, I'm sure you do) for people with a mental disorder to live their lives normally. Thus, I will begin with my day today:




Today was an odd day for me. I could not get motivated this morning, not until I forced myself to get up and get moving. I was shaken when I got to work. There was a little too much chaos and for some reason today I just couldn't keep up with it. I hate it when I shake when I'm trying to get a customer their paperwork. I get so clumsy and stupid. Also, the General Manager came to me with a list of Certification Tests my other coworker and I still need to complete, and she has finally gotten ahead of me. It made me so upset the way that he put it, it sounded like he was telling me everything needs done, as this present moment in time.