The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

oh really!.... and what does that mean for me? and what is happy any more.. i know that i am not that happy with life either... well all i do is work now a days... and i have no time for happiness.... i strugle everyday with living.. i dont want to go on anymore.. i can never get ahead.... all i do is work.... why must i live my life just to work everyday... i want to enjoy life and right now i am not.... what can i do to enjoy it... what else can i do to enjoy what i have... i want more.... i need more..... in all honesty i want you... but you are so far and we have had so many falling outs... what makes me want you so bad... you have hurt me many times.... what makes you want me so bad... and why after all these years....