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So yesterday I had so much to do and I couldn't even do anything because of me being on crutches. Monday I went in to the hospital because my ankle was hurting so bad it made me cry. I had to walk to the hospital (which is about 3 blocks from my house) because my car decides to be a bad girl. Anyways, they told me that it was an ankle sprain and that I would be on crutches for 4 or 5 days. And that I'm to have my ankle elevated 3 times a day and to keep ice on it 3 times a day. Which sucks because I'm really in need of a job and I need to get around. And I just put my resume in at a hotel here in my town. Aggh.

Well yesterday was my 1 year wedding anniversary! It was pretty eventful. Hung out with my husband and just relaxed. Went to the free bicycle shop and fixed my bike up a little. Didn't get it all the way finished, but I'll be going back today to finish up. Then I had lunch with my man and just had a fun day. I just can't believe it's already been a year since me and my husband said 'I Do'. It seems just yesterday that we were getting married. Hopefully we will have more years to come.

I think so far my summer has been going pretty well. I got out in the sun yesterday, but hate that I got sun burnt. Then today I just hung with my husband and friends and just relaxed all day. Hoping the weather will change a little bit in the next coming weeks. I really want to go camping and just sit around the fire and tell stories and get out of the house for awhile. Might just go camping up in the mountains. Even though next week it's suppose to rain here in Montana. Last summer the weather was great for camping.

90% of the week I'm moody as hell. All I just want to do is sit down and watch a nice vampire movie or read a book. I'm always on the go, or people annoy the crap out of me. I can't understand why I have these moods. But I know a lot of people can't stand to be around me. Is there something wrong with me? Because if there is, wow, I don't think I would want to be around me. Lol.



I just want to have a normal week, where I don't yell at people or just want to hang them by their feet and let the blood drain out of their heads. That would be a very bloody mess. Luckily if that happens, I can't lick up all the blood and be satisfied. :-)

I've come to think that forever isn't forever. When we are born, we are taught that we will eventually leave this earth. And that we will not be let into the gates of heaven when we have committed a sin. But truth is, that both heaven and hell are about the same. But one just lets you in because they hate the other 'party', and the other lets you in because He says he loves you. But all in all, they are pretty much the same.



I don't know where I'll end up. Because frankly, I believe in what I want to believe in. I believe in there being more to life then what everyone says. And I do believe in the impossible. So does that make me a sinner? I do somewhat believe in God, but then somewhat I don't. I can't explain to you why I feel this way. Because I don't understand it myself.



I'm a simple person and don't understand a lot of things in this world. I understand there is life beyond death. And I do believe in the devil.

Not really much to do on a rainy day. I hate that I can't do much when it rains. But I guess there are some things to do. Mostly all day I hung out with my husband and just enjoyed the day inside the house. I read a book for awhile, but go to bored. So my husband and I just decided to play some board games. Then it stopped raining for awhile, so we went outside for awhile. Like I said there isn't much to do on rainy days.