i cant sleep but i shall try, to tomorrow land.
I actually took a risk and admitted my feelings to somebody without the complete garunteed that my desires would be satisfied, much as i have done on this site. I feel alright too, i was not murdered or crushed by some invisible giant, i feel no pain..now and i hope/don't expect to in the near future. Maybe this is something i should try more often, who knows i may one day have a girlfriend again, or i could just continue to slowly decay away on this computer every night, i will way it out tomorrow.
I think that i will be in this other area of my head and reality for a while but i like it here so i am stranded. Unfortunately there is no room for others and i don't think i can change on my own. In this catch 22 the only escape i see is through work, so i will till i am dust. and then some more. Goodnight
I need to review a CD and i am still trying to get this girls phone number. I am now a little less with the money but I have a little more on my side. I think that I am going to go to Guitar Center because I'm bored, thanks for taking the time to read my bull shit entry of the day.
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