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Today was a descent day i would say. I am not sure that my days will ever really amount to any success since i have not truly had enough pain in my life. But i can enjoy the little satisfaction i receive when i escape my small level of pain.

All Shall Perish is a good band, look them up

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There are 4 quarters in the first part of my day. The first is the easiest right now but i have a feeling that it is about to get a little tougher. The second quarter dominates me as i am unable to conquer my phobia and affliction. I don't think i will ever get a good score in my second quarter, i have once though. My third quarter is most supportive but it is at a high level of work cost, it is worth it though in a way that i am in an environment where my progress is physically available to everyone. My last quarter is entirely a mental game, there are only the variables in there.



After the first part of my day, depending on which day it is, i face certain realities. There is either my escape from reality through trans media elements or i simply mourn my loss of connection to the world. If not then i am working or playing my instrument. I need the escapes i find to escape my constant failure at continual problems. I will one day find my solutions after i have escaped. While i am still here however i don't think that i will find the answers.

I went to a concert. I saw, and it was good.

I went to a concert. I saw, and it was good.

Found a new band and it is complete for once with a singer lead guitarist rhythm guitarist drummer and bass player. I hope that we will have a chance to play at battle of the bands or be a party band, so far things are going slow though.