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Softly the water runs over my body as I breathe in the water rushes me fast and sweeps me into the water.

Deeper I go into the raging sea, do I sink or swim?

Shall let the current drag me under?

Shall give up the ghost and let the deep sea take me in?

Sink or swim the voice calls out from the crushing waves of the sea.

What shall I do save my life or give into the deep and undo myself?

I get carried out further from the beach, the land seems so distant now.

Swim, swim until your lungs burst!

Another distant voice calls out to me, I still need you mother!

I know the voice it's my child crying out for me.

Don't give up!

Don't sink!

I love you mother, and you are still needed by me!

I swim to him I swim so hard that the water beneath me turns fluid once again.

I crushing waves calm the fight is no more.

I swim so fast and so hard the water almost seems to part in front of me.

I come ashore, hug and kiss my child.

Only you can save me from the depths of despair my child.

Your voice calling out to me gives me the strength to move even the sea itself out of my path.

I swam, because with your love could never sink.



This is dedicated to my true love my son Nommek.

Dear Lady of Solace, I beckon thee come hence the world has turned cruel around me

It's decadent people are evil, corrupt, they try to persuade to let down my guard post at the gates of enlightenment and forsake my sacred ways

I shall be strong and hold through the night

With your blessed peace keep my mind steady on the task bestowed upon me

Keep me safe, keep me calm, for you my beautiful Lady of Solace are the keeper of all peace and calm

Though I am weary and one tugs at my heartstrings to leave all that I hold sacred

The old ways I shall hold in my heart to the end

Never shall I forget the path I have tread till my feet were bloodied from the struggles of crossing over to the path of old

Patience learned through years of torment from one chasing my heels trying to subdue my spirit as he own

Lo this demon will never surrender till he hath me engulfed in his bosom as his very own

His love and fury match themselves

The cries of his angered voice, since the last I rejected him

My heart is still, my post I do not leave

Fore leaving it whilst be akin to leaving a babe in need of me

Lady of Solace bestill my soul

Lady of Solace give me the strength of your peace to quiet all the demons calls

Lady of Solace hold me close to thee forever

Let me stay within the path of the old ways

With perfect love and perfect peace within the arms of The God and Goddess.



Blessed be.