Can' t keep quiet when words are flowing through your head as rapidly as hurricane winds
The veil of silence keeps you bound when all you want to do is scream out into the darkness for someone to hear you
Can you feel the words as they gather in your throat almost make you choke
Keeping quiet, holding the silence the veil covers your mouth
It cause agony, this veil of silence causes you such pain
All I dream about is falling into the deepest sleep I could ever imagine. The type of sleep it takes you hours to wake from. This drifting off I do now with my mind racing a thousand flickering dreams per second, but am I really dreaming? Millions of synapses firing all at once, it's enough to make one lose it completely.
Then one thought that stands out behind the rest. A thought so eerie, yet, it has it's own agenda. A tiny bit of crazy mixed in with a little bit of lust. Take that which is not yours to give, says the inner voice inside. But what is not mine to give that is within me?
Furious is the pace my mind is going. No ceasing it's corners me. What is not mine to give? I ask myself? The one thing I can think of is myself, how can I give myself? When I am not mine to give? I gave myself to two others one my son, the other my partner in life. That's why I am no longer mine own to give away. I already belong to others.
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RaineyLustfulBites
23:04 Jul 06 2009
this poem makes girl cry shes knows this personally beautiful words ma'ma