It has been an intense month after the past five - seven years... so I’m “chilling” for a bit here ... before I leave to finish the last few tasks involved with this small mission of retrieving information/evidence for both the people who wanted it and the law - which is concerned. Of course, to find out, myself, was also something of importance for the stability of my mind and even just my life’s path (just saying, so as not to leave that out)... There isn’t really a lot to do from now until then... working constantly on papers would burn out my mind, working out would make me sick in a closed environment with just my thought and stress to live with, jogging is a hobby for more secluded trails, as I hate jogging in cities, housecleaning becomes OCD if I’m constantly cleaning and pretty much all of my basic work (such as that kind of stuff) is done for the moment. It’s been nice seeing some vampires participate in this mission, and hearing from them... I think, more than just nice to hear from them, it was a fulfilling life event... to encounter others like me who care about what I care about, and cared enough to inform me...
So right now, I’m kind of just wandering the darkness of the house and meditating... I encountered a few vampires which are concerned with this “case” also, in the darkness ... it was great to reminisce with them ... and for us to return to the vampires who we were/are ... for a few... in fact there have been a lot of positive visits since I arrived in this town to finish my work ...
I guess I’m pretty silent these days... the lives of vampires are not so simple, finding the words to say might be aimless because what if I could not explain in the correct terms, or even communicate the truth because it is a mystery and kept as such - being that kind of a world... I wouldn’t want to disturb normalcy, I wouldn’t want to leave a person with good intentions with no answers to such a hidden, yet obvious world . It is such a difficult concept that exists in the universe and plays out like a political game of tug-of-war ...
COMMENTS
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GypsyX
06:57 Nov 18 2019
Life.. torturous yet beautiful... mesmerizing and oddly out of place... I wish u well darling