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9/18/12

Nox



Lords of acid - i sit on acid

Kmfdm - light

Hate dept - release it rmx

Assblage 23 - i am the rain

Nine inch nails - the beginning of the end rmx

The crystal method - the grid

Clan of xymox - this world

Elvis costello - when i was cruel no. 2

Nick cave and the bad seeds - red right hand dj neshamah rmx

Informatik - things to come

Vnv nation - control

9/11/12

Nox



Juno reactor - god is god

Infected mushroom - becoming insane

Rob zombie - more human than human

Metalica vs lady gaga - enter telephone

Symphony of science - we are all connected rmx

Rolling stones - gimme shelter rmx

Adam and the ants - beat my guest

The ataries - boys of summer

Pitbull - shake senoira

Katy perry - et rmx

Icon of coil - perfect sex

Djs from mars - insane in da brain

Kmfdm - megalomaniac rmx

Urceus exit - the worst we've become alt version

Nox

9/4/12



Deftones - hole in thr earth rmx

Dead can dance - the ubiquitous mr love groove

Pink floyd - high hopes

Genisis - home by the sea

Crystal castles with robert smith - not in love

Apoptygma berzerk - kathy's song

Peach union - on my own

Adam and the ants - beat my guest

Duran duran - burning the ground

Dizzee vs bombs away - eine kleine

The limousines - internet killed the video star rmx request

Madonna vs lady gaga - express this way

Hilary duff - reach out rmx

Guns and roses e/r - love the way you line in paradise

E nomine - metternacht dj neshamah rmx request

Djs from mars with fragma - insane in da brain

Katy perry - e t rmx

Vnv nation - contol

yes, i am a female dj.



and for those of you that don't really know what that means, that means that i have to work even harder than the guys to get allegedly for my skills. i have to be better than the boys to be even treated as a lesser dj. and with the fact that i am not fucking all the promoters to get gigs means that i have to work harder at it. (thankfully none of the female djs that are on my list are like that even tough we all know a ton of them.) i am also not 21, 6'1' and 100 pounds with huge boobs and is seen as eye candy in the clubs makes it even harder for me out there. I have had to work my ass off over the last 18 years to even get where i am as a dj. yes i have had the chance to do amazing things, but i fucking busted my ass to get those and have had to work much harder than most.



i have had to deal with extreme amounts of sexism and misogyny because of what i want to do and what i love doing. i have been told that i don't know a damn thing about djing because i am a girl. i have been told this by djs, promoters, venues and even club goers.



when i stared djing there wasn't many women at all djing in clubs let alone djing goth and industrial. i am actually only a few years off from DJ Rap herself (the first female club dj in the world). yes it is better for women than it was when i started, but not by much.



we still battle the boys club and the sexism all the time. that is why we have to be better. and when i don't look the "way I am supposed to look" or "not hot enough to be a girl dj here" it makes it even harder for me.



sometimes i really wonder why i still keep putting myself though all this shit.



it hurts when you are repeatedly bashed for how you dj in one night by more than a few people.... and i was bashed on a lot last night. to be totally honest, i started crying right in the club and wanted to quit djing right then and there. i spent most of the night before i went to work crying to be totally honest.



it makes me wonder why i do all this. why i have done this for 18 years. does anyone really respect that i can dj. if am am as good as people tell me, then why am i the one that is flipped off from the dance floor or told to change what i have done for years?



i know, i am really hurting right now. and it's hard not to just give up. but i have fought so hard to get even where i am now....

i need a bit of a hand. does anyone know anything about IMLive.com? they contacted me a few days ago wanting me to do cam work for them. i don't know a damn thing about them. if anyone knows, let me know. doesn't matter if you have worked with them or subscribe to them, i would love to know anything before i jump in blind