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i know that i haven't been in the best head space lately.... but right now, i'm feeling really loved. and that is helping me clear up my head.
the past few days have fucking sucked...
it went from weird, to bad, to worse, to scary, to i want to curl in a ball and cry..... and add in a head injury that left me spacy and in and out through the whole thing until today.
i don't really want to talk about it, but there is a few things that i feel that need to be said after the past few hours.
chad, ed, and celeste: i love you all and thank you for helping me ground and stay focused on what needed to be done.
mike and coreen; thank you for making sure that i was feed, watered, and caffinated. and for giving me a place to go as i tried to do this.
tomas: thank you for staying calm and giving me the plan for what to do about tomorrow.
pat: thank you for helping me clear my head and seeing what was really there.
smash, ron, and elisa: for doing the one thing that i couldn't do. for stepping up with out even being asked. for letting me know what was happening as much as you could. i know how horrable that was, but i would have totally shut down with out you.
i think that i'm going to drop of the face of the planet for a few days and come out and have a really wild time for phychward..... you may even see me drink
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Come back soon hun. Be well and take care . :)
we love you too sweety. i still dont understand what you meant tonight by grounding you, but it did help me feel a bit better to know i really did help. hopefully it all stays better, and remember you can call Ed and me at ANY TIME DAY OR NIGHT!!! love you sweety
wow, i don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing. and i really don't know how i feel about this.
i have other djs right on my coat tails before, but this is way different. someone is being mistaken for me and is getting gigs and being a total fucking diva.
thankfully the only time that this other dj has pulled this, she was caught.
so..... "will the REAL dj neshamah please stand up"
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