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quick update....



my brother is getting married in 8 days and is moving in to my complex tomorrow night. (yes, i actually want him close by, it's good for chad)



but i don't think that i can help him that much right now. my lungs have been really bad lately and going out of the house has actually been painful for me.....





i'll see what i can do to help.....

*sigh*



air is still really bad.... we need a rain storm, but we're not going to get one.... we're just getting another lighting storm and that's just going to start even more fires.



thankfully shaman came by with some more dust masks for me so that i can go out of the house and go to work easier..... gods, i'm so glad that i quit smoking other wise i would be even more fucked than i am right now.



that and my asthma has just been scary the past few days.....



yes, another day cooped up.

i'm getting a lot of messages from people about this.



yes, CA is on fire (again).



this is different than last year with the fires in l.a., this is all of CA, expecially northern CA where i am.



this is about two months to early for fire season and there is a lot more of them. right now at this moment, there is about 1000 of them. the closes to where i am is about 10 miles away.... but it was one of the small ones and was put out very fast.



right now the air is very bad out here right now..... you can't even see down the street.



but at this point, i am safe.

still feeling off..... the funeral wasn't dreadful, but it wasn't great either....



it was a full high mass, which as a bit funny, seeing that sean was gay. and when that came out during everyone giving little talks, the priest's face was priceless. and to see sean's brother swear on the palpet was just priceless.

i knew that it was only a matter of time, but sean's death is still hard....

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Sinora
10:11 Jun 14 2008

Leaves a *hug*

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now i'm really glad that i didn't go into work......



allen called me a few times and so did lizz, but i wasn't paying any attention to my phone..... but allen called chad and that's how i found out about sean "gobo"......



i knew that it was going to happen, but it doesn't make it any easier.... it really doesn't.



chad didn't really even know sean that well and he almost started crying.....



right now, i feel like crying.







he was so amazing though everything, always happy and smiling through all of this shit...... that's what i can't get over.



but i know that he's not hurting anymore.....

little found babiness

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KamarillaKaine
21:44 Jun 13 2008

awwwww...

how precious !!

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so much going on right now. new manager that is really getting things up and going for me and i really love this guy. dante just rocks. a lot of wild gigs and working with people that i've been wanting to work with for a while now.



and steam is coming up and that will be great fun. spinning with abney park and a few old friends

going back into radio very soon.... not net radio, but there will be a streaming link.



not college or indy radio either....





*fill in the blank*



more info about it coming very soon.