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i'm in a bit of strange headspace right now.....



a lot of good and a lot of bad today..... the good is all amazing and the bad really fucking sucks.







and i still need to post the play list from saturday night.

sharks lost... we're out of the cup. once again, playoff curse.

oh my gods.... what a way to get back into djing.....





that's all that i'm going to say.





going to bed now.

i've been asked a lot about photos for predator /prey. there won't be any. there is a to be no camera or recording of any kind.... no video, no audio, no nothing. and there is a reason for that.

got all the info for the event on saturday night, predator and prey. if you want to go, let me know and i'll send you the info. please keep i mind that this is a VERY adult event. >:)

got more info about predator/prey event on saturday night.... wow.... that is going to be wild.





i don't think that i will be able to post photos of that here at all. or even write about what happens.





it will be wonderful to get back into the swing of things.

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Fizbop
17:52 Apr 23 2009

well you could upload them to a private photo place where people over 18 can view them for picture savey.

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must remember to rework that tron remix.....

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MysticalChild
20:35 Apr 21 2009

that'd be cool to hear :)

i loves Tron

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it's way to hot today. but i did get a lot of work done.





was watching tron with chad last night and that reminded me that there is another mix that i want to do.



and it's looking like i have a huge gig on saturday..... i'll find out more tomorrow.

ug.... great..... feel sick now.

we lost again.... top team in the nhl, and we won't make it very far into the playoffs..... this has happened before.

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i hope we win tonight.

feeing a ton better today. i may be meeting up with wolven in a few days :)





and today i may actually get some work done and may finish the blue wig.

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DarkWolfman
21:39 Apr 19 2009

Good to hear you are feeling better

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MysticalChild
00:30 Apr 20 2009

yay!

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*sigh*



didn't get much done today. today was bad for pain..... everything is really hurting again. and i had been doing so much better.





on the upside, the wound is a bit bigger than a nickel and about half an inch deep. should be healed very soon.

i am so happy with how the steampowered remix came out. it's one of the better ones that i've done in years.

sweet... finally got a lot of work done. two mixes that i needed to have on hand for special events that will be happening at sky city and got a lot of the parts of orders done!!!! it felt really wonderful to get that much work done.

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MysticalChild
11:01 Apr 17 2009

i am glad it made you feel good and that you were able to get so much done :D

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just because you don't like what a few people in hollywood are doing with their money when it comes to making movies doesn't mean that you can bash on everyone who lives here and works in the film world.





fuck that shit!!!!

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DarkWolfman
06:52 Apr 15 2009

This wasn't pertaining to me was it??

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atyourwindow
07:52 Apr 15 2009

yeah everyone is a critic.

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really really really having a bad pain day. everything hurts.... can't even move right.....





meep

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DarkWolfman
05:25 Apr 15 2009

Damn woman...you really need to rest.

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*sigh* today... more pain than in days.... actually, my whole body is hurting today... woke up like this and nothing is helping. walking has been very very hard to do. so i've been sitting working on orders or sleeping all day.....





but i should be ready when violet comes over on friday. if i'm not, i'll tell her. but she really wants to get her hair done..... i know that she has something next weekend so i need to do it soon.

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MysticalChild
04:19 Apr 15 2009

:( i hope it's just a 'today thing' and that you will be pain free (or nearly) tomorrow

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it's looking like sky city will be when i go back to djing. i don't think that i will be up for much before that. and sky city is in about a month or so.... but i love that crew and it should be fun. they all know what happened so they know that i will be very limited in what i can and can't do.

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MysticalChild
22:15 Apr 13 2009

i was wondering when you'd be up to it again... a month seems pretty reasonable to me. it will give you time to really heal well :)

i bet you'll be so ready to get back at it!

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wow.... only got a little bit of sleep last night, but i feel asleep on my back. wow. hurt a little.... but wow





chad is really sick so he's getting out of having to deal with my family. and he just got called into work. this day is going to be all kinds of fun.

right now.... it honestly feels like my heart has been ripped out and stomped on for no reason... no reason at all. and it really really hurts. it's just that i was there..... :(



way to much pain lately.....



i can't take much of this any more.



constant pain.... constant physical pain..... constant mental pain....





everything is falling apart around me.

there has to be a light at the end of all of this.... i'm so tired of it all.



i just can't do it anymore..... i don't want to do it anymore.....





it's just not fair.....

yeah, today was just epic fail.... with everything.



i just want to curl up.

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MirageInAComa
16:13 Apr 09 2009

I hate epic fail days.



They happen.



As long as my life is not an epic fail then I'm good to go the next day.



I hope everything goes better for you today.

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today has fucking sucked.....

the wound is about 40% healed!!!!!

wow, woke up in very little pain today for the first time in three weeks.

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MysticalChild
13:57 Apr 07 2009

good good!

glad to hear that :D

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i'm feeling ok today. this actually is the best that i've felt in weeks.



i'm hurting some, but not near as badly. i'm walking around much easier. i went out again for about a hour today. and i'll be out again tomorrow with smash. (more doctor's appointments.)

meep....





in a lot of pain again.... i'm done with my other pain meds and the ones that i'm taking now just take the edge off of it... but that's it.

grrrrrrrr



dood for the last time, i am not a suicide girl!!!!!



never was, don't want to be, never will be!

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ladySnowStrixx
15:04 Apr 03 2009

some people just don't get it , you have to hit them over the head before they understand simple English.

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i finally got my portfolio up again.

one of the best quotes that i've heard in a long time "vampires DO NOT sparkle." almost as good as "squee is not a safe word."