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Tomarrow = pure hanging out with the best people in the fucking world!



Dan-dan and enzo

My mum says she's opening an online thrift store.

And she says she can probablly sell some of my art on there too- that's pretty cool.



OH!!

Yancey, my fucking emo -ass ex boyfriend called me last night, i flipped out because i had deleted his number like 2,545,324,43536+ months ago and it showed up as Ari calling so i was all cool cool and answered "what up batch!?" and it was him...i didn't want to believe it, but i had to.

After we hung-up, i was shaking like a leaf.



it scared me cuz i haden't talked to him for like 5 or 6 months 0_0

I got back from Bishop which included:



Feeding chickens.

6 hours of driving.

6 hours of music.

Drinking tons of soda.

watching V for Vendetta.(Partly)

Going through wind.

Waking up late.

Only taking 2 showers.

Not getting phone calls.

Doing nothing.

Feeding ducks.

Going to a thrift store.

Driving through winds at 16-24mph.

Making aT least 3 rest stops for the 5yr old who pee's too much.

Finding the road home blocked.

More driving.

Possible motel stays.

Finding another road home which we thought was blocked for about 20mins.

Then driving some more.

Falling asleep with afi on and dreaming.

Going pee at claires.



And thus concludes my horrible vaction..



OH! ACTUALLY...me and claire got hit on by like 4 guys that were age 8-12 years old.

:d



eWw.

It's the day before i leave for bishop...wait well techically, it's the night before because it's night time...but still! and i'm not specially looking forward to it wait well acutally i want to leave but not to Bishop.



Ari wants me txt him so can call me back, but i don't wan to talk to him really...oh well i might, i dunno.



I'm bored; doing laundry. bleh!



I turned off the radio and got off myspace and came here...



On friday i'm going to main st in Alhambra with danni(hopefully) and hopefully enzo.



i miss his ass soo much and not literally his ass( although it is a nice ass) but i miss all of him.



:D



Ooh... i just remembered i still have to write my fake ohio trip and make that cardboard cut out of ohio.

=[



RAWR!



My mom took my acustic with to fix it, i hope she dose fix it good, cuz it's pretty fucked up it needs new strings badly!



Well i'm going to stop writing and do something else.

Taah!

Today brings new fun things.



I spent the night at kaylies and watched a zombie moive so i stayed up til 12am then drop dead sleeping- not much longer i woke up at 4:23am and stayed up til 6:37 and completely knocking out only to be woken up at 8:29am :[



it sucked.



and now i'm finishing getting ready for this evening which includes going to ols town with claire, danni, katie and the marcellus guy that asked her out on a date ;D



I'm happy for her- she never gets asked out cuz the guys don't have any ballsssss! xD



I need to quit on the bad things i'm doing because i know if everyone in my family was there while i was doing the stuff, they'd be all "WTF are you doing?!?!" soooo...yeah.



it's my late new years resaloution that i didn't think of till laterrr :]

I can't wait to get outta of the shit hole of a town.



well i guess i shouldn't say shit hole....cuz even though i don't like it here i've lived here without alot of weirdos talking to me and nothing bad has really happened, i just need a change of scenary.



I need to live where there's moer kids, cuz over here there's only a bunch of old people and kaylie.



wowie.



i wanna live in altadena or alhambra or something :l



pfft.



i think i'm going to play me some bass, but i'm not sure.



i'm going to go water my plant.



taah!

I hate how people just bite me or msg me just to hit on me or have computer sex- it's annoying!



jeez people need to either get porno or blow-up dolls.



i want the new Brand New cd, theyhave this cool song called jesus and it's really depressing but i love it the singer has a way with voice and words.



i miss enzo. i miss danni even though i'm going to see her, katie and claire on saturday.



don't blame me, i'm a fragile lonely soul.



the saturday i get back from bishop( since friday i'm going to the beach) i wanna hang out on main st. in alhambra.



i leave you now- i have to clean my room

taah!

my days with busha were full of fun!

even though i had to take the bus :[



on the first night, we hung out mostly and then we went to see if my dad was at his car listening to music alone- and he was so i sat with him a bit, had a beer while he added his 6th or possibly 7th to his collection.



later i went with busha to some a store i can't rememver the name of on main st.- but we went in and she paid off her cars there and i got a tee shirt so yeeeah.



when we got back we had a take out and shit and i set my dad up a myspace and watched lost.



the second day we took the bus to my aunt's house and chilled there till 4-ish at about six pm i was home.

It's getting late- but i'm not tired really at all.



I might try to go to bed though.

I'm debating it a lil bit.



I miss my friends, terribly.

i wish tey would call me.



Kelsey's lascha audition was on april fools day i really hope she gets in, she has a great voice in opera.



she deserves it and if she doesn't get in shes going back to homeschooling and since shes been in it since 3-7th she shouldn't haff to do it again.



:l



well i'm bored.

byes

I hated today...

like for real.

I felt really very happy, then when i went to the mall my grammy was really grouchy and she was yelling at my cousin and too much freaking shit.

not envolving me thank god.



But still...i go to get out and have fun and i can;t do it with her.



I just can't- not at the mall.



My head hurts, i bit my toungue eariler and it still hurts like it hurts to talk and eat =[



fuuuuuck.



today was my day out but it wasen't a good day out.



maybe i can go to busha's or somthing :l

maybe.

i should.

Maybe i call?

I've decided a few things about myself.

about everything though!



and i'm going to keep it to myself, even tough it's not healthy i don't care.



some things need to be kept to you and you only.



i feel different.

CLEAN.

HAPPIER.

Some thing has changed in me and i kind of like it,

i like to be happy without someone else being the reason- when i say this i don't mean that i don't want some people to cause me to be happy i mean i'm glad i can now also be happy because of me.

Before other people made me happy, now it is me and them.



well...

other than that nothing much is new besides that. lawl.

but no friends have called or anyting.

WAIT!



Something has happened, i've been getting calls and i don't know the number cuz it says "restricted" and it doesn't mean they've been blocked. but i always miss them and i can never call them back and i got one call from the person at 10:30 pm last night, then 1:30 am i never picked up though becuz at 10 i was watching the bachlor(how pathetic) and then i went to bed cuz it was 11pm and i kncoked out!



So yeah, thats about all.



Me and gabe have started talking again, and even though we've been together and ex's soooo much i know he still likes me, thats why he's mean and all the other such things he's done to make it obvious.



well this bores me so now i leave to do somthing else, thnx



taah.

so the awful trip was moved over to tomarrow. errr i wanted to go today to get it done with...



but it never really works out that way riiight.

mhm.





well...i'm sitting here bored, mayb e my grammy will let me walk around the block and get some airrr!



i need it, i need to be out.

it's bad enough that i'm going to the mall with willo and grammy not that their bad people but i see tem everyday, i'd like to not see them everyday.



thats why i'm going to trry and hang the fuck out this weekendhopefully saturdays at danni's and sunday church. cuz it's eaaaaasterrrr!!!!!!



pfft.



Well i'm outtie 5,000sie, kaaaay??



fuck me in the back seeeat.

Haha, well not really because next week, i'm leaving this shitty city and going with claire up to bishop!



While there i hope to work on some photography, sketch and have a good fucking time!



But I'm only spending basically..We leave monday and it takes one whole day to get there, so we wake-up on tuesday and what-not and have 1 day, sleep, wedensday and do w/e, sleep thursday pack and leave!! and another whole day journey...



and on that friday i plan to go to the beach!

or was it this friday coming up?

I think it was next friday, i'm not sureee.



hum...blahh.

tomarrow i'm going to the mall if i already didn't mention, yick!

well i write later later tonight or tomarrow after i try ot survive the mall.



toodles.

I thought of a line to put in a song/poem while i was in church today.



Pastor had said "we all know what it is to say good-bye.." and then i went zone out .



"We all know what it is to say good bye, but we don't let go of the pain of goodbye"



so yeah, hehe it may altar to my pleasing.

I wanna get some cd's.

Most of my friends will be in school tomarrow except the ones that go with me, we have two weeks off; haha!



Well tomarrow i'm going to the dreadful mall to get some clothes and bows gosh i wish Hot Topic, sidecca and Spencers were all near by Indiependant stores =[ i wouldn't haffa go to the mall so much.



well more later toodles.



ps. FFTL broke up, and ic an't say april fools to that cuz it's true lawl.

and it's been true for abit now!