I came from a place, that Christmas can last up to 3 months.
i just can't stand it.
I need to Finish this book this book in time record.
I need to recover 20 years of laziness.
And arrive my new book security +, yeah that feeling. At first they want me to pay $20 for todays shipping, i choose the free shipping and anyways arrive today. I supposed i will have to take the test ending January
I start smoking again , after 16 months clean. My stupid and childish excuse: This new certification is harder. But no worries, i will quit for good - i am stronger than that.
Would you love a monster man?
Maybe i am the person you are looking for.
Maybe you are the person i look for,
We will never meet on time. Our kiss will never get wet. Our cuddle will be cold forever.
No matter how powerful you think you are, karma always manage to get you.
...nothing goes well today. I cut my hair-for good-adios - no more
Sitting in my porch, with a glass of wine listening " Chopin: moonlight sonata - full volume- ¨ in the Floridian rain. Trying to not think to much in the immediate future. I manage that no manner how hard i try, the problems and top priorities do not rest, they will not stop coming. That i have to act quickly, to achieve my long time purposes.
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I assume the Florida rain is warm, so that must have been nice to sit on the porch with a glass of wine AND Chopin (his Fantasie, as Moonlight Sonata is by Beethoven)?
In any case...sounds relaxing. All of us need to take a break from life's hectic schedule to just...chill) :)
A 2 hours trip very early - and very expensive too, but i will resolve one of my biggest dilema.
at least i will eat well.
I need a very powerful computer ASAP for my new studies.
at least a i7 intel cpu Quad with 12Gb ram and 2Tb hard drive.
oh yea, i will make a virtual cloud server somehow.
"Some people are so poor, that the only thing they have is money" maybe not my quote, but there is some personas that brag about how much money they can expend, but there's nothing in the head.
Doesn't know what is work, or grades or titles. They show the materials stuff like peacocks on mating season, but they can't talk about anything. as they wake up, go to sleep - meaningless+without porpoise. Those are just the persons i don not respect.
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People like this are empty, so they need their money and material goods to feel important and alive...sort of.
Pathetic, isn't it?
(One of the reasons why I rarely go on facebook; many of the people - even some of the ones that I know - brag all of the time, about their money, raise, new car(s), kids, etc. Healthy pride is one thing; constant bragging is something else).
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