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With out you here

Time has gone.

I'm sorry but

Whats done is done.

You broke my heart

Without feeling guilt.

You've forced me to hide

Behind the walls I've built.

Now I'm making sure

To lock my pain away.

Even though life gets harder

Without you here everyday.

You'll never know

What you did to me.

I wish you noticed

And that you'd only see.

But I still manage to breathe

No longer living in the past.

I was a fool to think

That love will last.

I must face the truth

That you're forever gone.

You're never coming back

Now it's time to move on.

'if you could've understood I wanted more

Friendship wasn't enough, I loved you '.

At first I didn't comprehend the words

'I wish you would loved me, too '.

Then I remembered, but it was to late

'Just keep this in mind, I'd do this for love.'

He loaded the gun and shot himself

After that he was all I thought of.

I realize I was in love with the guy

But he was my only best friend.

I never said "I love you" I wish I would've

but it is to late, it's the end.

Wrote a letter "I loved him, too.

But with out him in my life,

I have no where to go, nothing to do

Jamie

I'm stuck in a sinister oblivion

With no way of ever getting out.

I'm going crazy I don't know what to do

I just want to scream and shout.

There is something evil

Clawing at my weakened soul.

With a tight grip it chokes the life from me Oxygen can't pass through my air hole.

The sharp nails shred my skin

I cannot escape this; there's to much pain.

I beg for mercy while tears fill my eyes

Hate and agony fills my mind; I go insane.

Jamie