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As I sit here listenin to your bullshit, I feel my body change into something of the night. I feel my bones cracking and my nails lengthen, my hair thicken. My heart beats no more and it sinks into my stomach. My eyes burn in the fury of pain and hatred. As my eyes turn wide and beany, the salty tears are now acid that burn the corneas. Then my skin morphs to wood and thorn. My teeth grow sharp all because I let love in once more. The blood within me appears ice- cold and feeling nothing but my soul being lifted.. I live in a place called hell, no way back. I smile no more... It turns to sadened frowns of a girl who once was so purley beautiful. I am something a guy can toy with and rip my heart out, and make me believe every last bit of it. From my feet I feel the fire melting away as if I am a mere figment of their imagination. But I am an animal that howls in the moonlight in the lonesome for her mate to rise once more.

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ladySnowStrixx
16:53 Feb 18 2009

I,m sorry to hear you have so much trouble. I,ll pray for you.

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If I only knew how to get rid of this tragedy...I would. but yet, I sulk in heartbreaks from the past and from the father of my child. I sit alone, thinking.. Since that's all i can do. Just telling myself, "what a tragedy you are.." those words keep replaying in my head like a broken cd... All the words in the world can't explain this tragedy of a girl who cries alone.. Sleepless nights.. Wondering if he'd ever come bacl. Wondering if this tragedy will set me free and let me be happy just one more time... Can't even put a fake smile upon my face. And even the only time I do smile is when my precious daughter looks up to me and says, " i love you mama." My heart breaks even more because she won't even say that daddy.. her and I are both left in a tragedy that will not find itself away from us. If I only knew how to overcome it, I would...

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ladySnowStrixx
14:35 Feb 18 2009

Hon, I have been there but I had 2 daughters, but Believe me she is the light in your life that you need not him . you have to cheer up for her , get on with your life it's his loss not yours one day he,ll figure out what he has done and want to be in her life and if she's lucky he know what it feels like to be rejected. work, play and love your child there are other men out there who deserve you and who you deserve . he is not one of them. the hurt will ease . you should be mad instead of doing the why me ,what did I do , you didn't do anything , he's just a pig.

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