even though your gone i can still feel your touch and see your smile and hear your laugh and taste your kiss which is sweet as honey.
i dont know what your doing or who ur with. it breaks my heart when i see a picture of ur gorgeous face. you meant the world to me.eleven months down the drain. i hate it had to end so fast. when you walked away you carried a suitcase with you and in that suitcase was my love,my happiness, and my life. you stole my heart away.part of me wants it back and then the other part says just keep it. i have nothing left to live for now. im so sad and lonely without you. but that doesnt matter anymore. so i guess ill just spend the rest of my life being so sad and blue.
one day i said hey and he said hello and at that moment i just knew he would be mine forever.
my parents didnt agree and tried to break us up but i said no, no never.
now we get to talk whenever we like and i even get to see him in person now.
when i met him in person the first word that popped in my head was "wow"
i took one look at him and immediately knew he would be my future hisband. he was gorgeous and i fell in love with his deep blue need you eyes.
i think what hurt the most was when i had to go back home and we had to say our goodbye's
it really hurt and i cried
i just wanted to stay by his side until the day i died.
we got in a fight and he wont answer his phone
when this happens it makes me feel all alone
i cant wait till i see him again i know i can make it right
i can make it like we never had a fight.
it happend one night it felt so good
but i mean when your having sex of course it would
it was the first time for both of us. i corressed his body, went down on him and sucked
that was all before we fucked
it was very romantic and i just had to have more
after we got done we both were tired and sore
he fell asleep so i just layed there and watched him smile
we had sex again after a while
after our first time i told him i lost it to the greatest guy. then he told me he lost his to the love of his life
then the next day the unexpected happend, my boy got on one knee and asked me to be his wife.
ever since then we both are so happily in love
its the next best thing in life other than the beautiful heaven above.
why did you have to go and leave me here to die
you broke my heart when you told me goodbye
ive been through so much and you helped me see things though
why do you say some of the things that you do???
didnt you realize how much it hurt???
you treated me like a piece of dirt
i miss you so much cant you see???
youll never realize how much you meant to me
i begged you to stay
but you left anyway
im just so sad now that your gone
you left me here to remain all alone
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littleimp
04:44 Jul 03 2009
wow this is deep and i hope someone some day finds you and never lets you go ...
you sound like a very wonderful person to know and thats from the heart.