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Every time he gets mad at me, he says he's leaving. Big deal, right? Well, the other night he got mad at me and told me it was over..

WHATEVER...so i decided when i get my taxes back, I'm moving out, it is over......it's been over.

I guess.....I will give him the satisifaction of thinking that he won, but in reality I am set free..

Why do i feel lonely all the time even though I have a son and a boyfriend to share it with.....

I feel like I lissed something along the way, and I can't quite put my finger on it... Ughhh, I can't dig this feeling out of me if i tried... I know writing this is like saying blah, blah, snore!! But i deal with it..

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Lordpeace
23:26 Jan 05 2009

look inside there is a corner that needs to be filled can i tell you how to fill it no i can but say try and you will find out

we all have deepseated needs which we sometimes ignore for reasons that probably dont make sense if it feels good then do it it will probably be good for you

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something is haunting my dreams, Someone unknown... I mean i know him, but what is he doing there.... I don't understand, after 10 years of being gone, why now? I he knows where to find me, but why enter my dreams?

It's not like he hasn't done it before, so many times.. Forgive me for what i've done in my sleep, for he is the only one who has ever bitten me. Is it so bad that want that again, maybe not him, but the feeling of being fed upon.

is it true? are there really vamps out there, i think there are some... I wanna believe more than anything..... but the proof will prevail.. I will know sooner or later..... I will let one find me. and they will be allowed to enter my mind.

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Lordpeace
23:26 Jan 05 2009

as long as your mind remains open you will be found

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