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Today I read through the few journal entries I have posted on here, and got a laugh out of some of them and others I found disturbing. I deleted the funny ones and left the disturbing ones. This may seem odd, maybe even a form of self-punisment, but not really.



In April I made three entries about the guy I was seeing, and all of them did express what I felt at the time. The little I was willing to put online. Even now I do not wish to indulge the full story. Let's just say that I shouldn't have been seeing him in the first place.



Today while I was walking to the store allowing my mind to wonder where it would enjoying the slightly warmer weather than we had been getting the last few weeks. And it ended up on him.



I've seen him on and off since April, but not recently.



Maybe every woman has that one lover she can't quite completely get over, but this is bothering me. I've tried to not think about him, and to move on but it seems that he always shows up right when I think I'm over him.