*I've been craving chocolate lately.
*My sex drive has gone through the roof.
*I want to go dancing.
*I haven't been able to stand silence.
*I also have been wanting to clean alot.
*I miss my female soulmate, my Amanda.
*Life has been alot less stressful without the crazy one around.
*My ex has all of a sudden decided that he wants me back...HAHAHA!!!
*What exactly is a fomentor? I'm confused.
*I want another popsicle.
*My apt smells like dragons blood...very relaxing.
I think I figured out at least where part of my darkness resides in my personality.
And I figured it out in a dream....how amazing is that?
It's in what arouses me. I love having marks on me after sex, bite marks, scratch marks, whatever, having my hair pulled, bruises, and I've always like it rough, especially being held down.
I can be agrgressive, but I definitely prefer to be submissive....
Now if I can just get this to leak out a little....
I guess I might be trying to find my dark side. I'm one of those people who hates confrontation, sucks at being mad, and basically is a doormat. I'm really good at cryihng, but can't yell at somebody to save my life.
So, maybe, this will help me unleash the dark side in me.
I must admit, I'm not very goth, nor am I very dark. I don't have any piercings or tattoos. My favorite color is actually pink. And I'm wearing fuzzy, cloudy pj pants right now.
But since my reading level crested Goosebumps, I've always had a fascination with the darkside, including vampires, demons, shapeshifters, and all things that make biting erotic. I've always been curious, and would love to know that something outside of the our limited human scope actually exists.
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Well you've come to a great place to explore these things. Enjoy our dark world here.
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