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U were the only one 2 talk to me... The only one 2 set me straight.. The only one I would listen 2... July 29, 2007 u left me 2 deal with this life on my own.... I can't make it and I want 2 die.... I can't take it anymore.. My mom don't want me and my dad can't go without hearing from me... All I want is 2 hear u 2 know that u r there 4 me.... I love u and miss u......

I love him with all my heart, soul, and every fiber of my being. He says he loves me but I have been hurt so much that I don't want to open up and have those wounds opened again.. I feel in my heart that he is the one but I don't know wat to do to make myself open up to him and not shut down when I feel bad and not tell him.. I want to tell him everything that bothers me but yet my heart won't let me find the words to tell him.. I hope he reads this to see how much he really means to me...

I met the man of my dreams he is everything I was looking for in a man. I just feel soo safe in his arms every night when he puts me to bed. When he ain't home I got a teddy bear that sleeps in my bed to keep me company so I miss him but I get my sleep

June 10th, 1986 I was born to a mother and father that love me. I grew up with two older brothers and one sister. I thought that nothing bad was going to happen to me b/c I was a good kid aside from the bad math grades I was a good kid till that one night after my 12th b-day. My brother came to my room and came to my bed touching me in ways that he shouldn't. I feel something cold on my neck and begin to panic and he says if u scream or say anything I will kill u. He then entered me and had his way.. This continued till I was 16 and finally stood up to him one day.. I began to do drugs when this started but then I realized I had a son to care for and I stopped the drugs but I couldn't stop the pain... I hurt everyday for wat he did to me and I really didn't know wat to do for it but to cut myself and to build up walls around my heart. Then I ran into this man that tore down everywall I had up...... more later