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I lie here waiting for the moon to appear. So that I may rise & get my revenge. On the man that wronged me . On the man that wounded and betrayed me. He is blissfully unaware that I am one step behind him watching and waiting... One false step and he will be mine.I will not kill him immediately. I shall torture him slowly and make him beg me for his release. But , Death will not come for him right away. I shall savor every moment. I will torture him. Until finally I rip out his still beating heart and take that bite of SWEET REVENGE .That I have waited so long for.My hunger will be satisfied and I will have my sweet revenge on the man that wounded my soul.

As I lie here in the darkness, waiting for the moon to rise.I feel the hunger, building inside me. I need to feed. I want the blood, I need the blood . It has been so long since I last fed. And as I lie here I dream these restless dreams of days gone by.When I was a mortal girl aged 15 years. That is when I was bitten. He came to me in the night waking me from a dream. I remember it well. The night he made me his own. I had seen him several times before this night. In many of my dreams. I had dreamt of him often . I had grown quite fond of his face. He was a dark brooding man , with dark piercing eyes. He spoke to me without words. And I understood why he was there. I had seen all in my dreams and I was unafraid. He was quite handsome. And I was excited by him in a way that I could not explain. He was much older than I .Yet I had fallen in love with him. I had not known no other man. He was the man I wanted the man I loved. He came to me that night on the eve of my15th birthday. He beconed me to him . I remember how he seduced me into his arms . I remember his strength. I remember his touch., how his breath felt on the back of my neck. I remember his passionate kisses. How he excited me. Iwas young and nieve but, so egar to please him. I brushed aside my waist length Alburn hair. And I offered him willingly my neck. I remember so sweetly the pleasure and the pain I felt as his fangs slowly sank into my tender flesh. I felt the trickle of warm blood as it ran down my neck and between my breasts, soaking my white night gown . Which was a present from my mother for my birthday. It was ruined But, I did not care. And then. he let me drink of him. oh, how I remember the taste of him warm and sweet. He let me have only a taste . But, even then I wanted more. He let me have just enough and it was good. Just the thought of it now makes my hunger grow. Its getting close now Time for me to awaken . Time for me to feed. You ask If I have contempt for this man for taking away my childhood and my mortal life? My answer is no. I do not. He gave me a gift that night. A life eternal . And his Love Eternally mine. We have been together now for some time. And I will never forget the gift I was given. That night. I love the Life he has given me. This is the life I was born for. I love the darkness. I love the night. And I love the Blood.... I am Eternally grateful to my master , and I shall serve him well. I must go now it is the time . The moon has risen . And It is full and I can see its beauty. It is time now to satisfy my thirst. I shall return here when the sun rises so that I may rest until the next moon rise. What restless dream shall I have Next?

SPRING/SUMMER POEM

By: Shadow Hawk



Falling



Circling skyward on wings of fire,

Drawn aloft by heart's desire,

Endless expanses of starry night,

In Endless freedom he finds his delight.



Down below whispers rise to his ear,

The green earth lays calling, calliing him near,

Circling skyward he hears the sweet call,

And folding his wings, begins the great fall.



Wind whispers then sings then a great roar,

From the high heavens his body he tore.

Faster than Eagle he falls to the ground,

Till even the sky's call was lost in the sound.



Below lays the Earth, she holds out her arms,

Enfolding her Lover with her Endless charms,

Deeper he plummets into that fair place,

Blinded and bewildered by her loving grace.



Mountians and hills, river and sea,

Summon him near, and answer his need,

Stretching her arms, she gathers him nigh,

As stonelike he falls, a mote from God's eye.



Hurry, oh hurry, she beckons him come,

As mountains surround him, blocking the sun,

His breath is fire, igniting her love,

Her lover returns, from Sun far above.



Deep in her body he plunges his fire,

Passion to passion, fire strikes desire,

Shudderingly, shakingly, he rises above,

Surrounded by the warmth of his Lady's love.



Sinking once more, she pulls him near,

Gathering him close the stars reappear,

Deep in her body, awaiting the day,

Till once more, skyward, He rises to play.