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Nothing can make someone feel more alone then seeing everyone they know paired off like fucking noahs arc with you left in the dust. life becomes a bleak montage of third weel activities or nights spent alone. before it never bothered me being alone, but now for some reason it does. i cant find anyone who i can relate to. i mean its not from lack of options, i have guys shoving numbers down my pockets dayly but its not what i want. i want an actual relationship with meaning. i want to love someone and i want them to love me. im sick of these nothing relationships were i screw someone over or they screw me over! i just want to love and sometimes i think that it is too much to ask, sometimes i wonder if ill be doomed to walk the shallow streets of eternity alone... maybe it is better that way. maybe im not sposed to find a lover, i just dont know anymore.