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its like one in the morning im bored just contaplating everything in my life leading up to this point and it been a f*%&ed up ride so far but hey who knows it could be all the shit i have gotten is what i needed to make my garden of life healthiy and whats it needed to grow right but maybe its just me be nieve but oh well im off to play some wow i know im a nerd but i need to kill somthing

i figured out at a very young age that the key to living forever is liveing with who you are as a person cause if you cant live with who you are then how can you live forever cause you would forever hate yourself and therefor wish for it to end sooner or later

im wondering if what im doing is right i love this girl im with ,with all my heart but i feel she deserves better cause the only crimes i havent comited is rape and adultry but for some reason she loves me and im gratful cause she been there for me for like the last eight years when ever i needed her she was there no matter how gakedout i was or were in the world i was hiding and her taste in men is questionable they were all loosers and my taste in wemon sucks i always get the ones you think you can help but the ripe out your heart and put in in the blender while sleeping with everything with a penis sorry guys im bored and rambling

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deathraven69
01:23 Jan 20 2011

let us play a game for a moment, close your eyes and pretend im not in the same house as you, now think for a moment, are you happier in that place or when you know im right next to you? the question is not that complacated. if you were in the wrong then you will know you cant be wrong if your heart and soul feel right, right now your trying to think with your head when you need to let go and let your heart think for you... because i know what i want and what i know is right and my soul tells me its you right next to me for the rest of my life.

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im an asshole straight prick but i have the love of a psycopathic juggalette and two gourges daughters amd im an insomniac so ill write random thoughts through out the night so sorry if i offends you

no offence i dont care how high of a level you are if you are not atleast 20 leave me be i find you intalectially to dull for my tastes unless you can proove to me otherwise cause i hate teenager horiamones and i dont like the fact that you teenie boppers are even here

i am a returning member who likes ones solitude

i was a member four two years and left because of imputant poser wannabees it has been six years i hope you have a sense of class and dignafied respect for oneself and me if you so choose to converse with me