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Ive been having a dream every night for the past month or so and its the same one. It always starts out with me walking up a stair case and there is a guy standing at the top who at a distance looks like my boyfriend joel. As I walk up towards him his appearance starts to change. His hair grows and changes colors and his eyes change. When I finally reach him I can no longer feel the warmth coming off of his body and he grabs me and throws me down. In my dreams this mystery person used to be so loving but now hes become violent and when I wake up sometiems im covered in blood and in severe pain or im just in sever pain with bruises on me. I really dont know what to do.