I've decided to become emotionless. Perhaps the lasck of feelings will help me survive life a little better. And it's not like anyone would notice. I only show emotion at night when I'm all alone.
How sad...I've been sitting here thinking that perhaps things would get better. They didn't and they never will. I finally realized it. Ah, good for me, though, I suppose. It's unhealthy for me to believe in too many fairytales. Every prince in my life is a monster in disguise, pulling me farther from the who I should really love. And that person can't find me now. I'm buried too deep in the piles of darkness and depression. I can't even see my own inner light. They jeep me locked away in the back of the world and far far away. Nobody knows...
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