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Ok, don't mock this one. This is about my feelings for an ex-boyfriend. Now, these feelings are dead and gone, but I'll do the poem some justice. Well, anyways, he was my first real relationship. I'd liked him since the first day of school, and one day he came out and told me he really liked me. So, stupidly, I went out with him. He was hot, popular, dark, and everything I ever wanted. Well, he was alittle scary, too. He had these eyes that just looked into your soul. They were very intense. And this voice...and this tattoo...he was scary, but hot. Well, w/e. i broke up with him awhile ago.



When I was scared you came to me

And held my cold fingers

Pried them from death

Breathed life into my eyes

Your love in a disguise



I shivered in your cold, dark love

Breathed in your pain and sorrow

Fought away your fears

Lived your dreams



You showed me magic in the world

You took my hand

You gave me wings

That you made of deepest night

You were the one I couldn't fight

So I let you give me flight



I just wish you'd hold me

And kiss away my sorrow

Don't let the Darkness consume me

Don't leave me here alone

I can't face them on my own



Please shelter me in arms of pain

Inked black with hate

Housing tortured souls of dead

Just love you like you did yesterday

I want to make you stay



Look into my broken heart

Catch my falling tears of blood

Your life when you are dying

And I'll give it all freely



Just forgive me for the pain I've caused

The cuts I've made

The life I've drained

For the sake of this dying romance



Just let it all out and I'll hold you

Stroke your wings of black

I'll hold away the nightmares

That threaten to attack

But oh, don't let me fall

Don't let them find me

Don't let them take me

Make me stay

Please fight them away



Keep me close and safe

Bring me into your light

Let me look into your eyes



Drown in your pools of sorrow

Touch your tears

Feel your fears

I'll give you the power to survive

Just don't let it be my last sunrise

Don't be the cause of my demise



Let it bleed freely

Our razorblade romance

Our painful never ending dance

Please, give it one more chance

Don't kill me with misery and hate

Don't let it be too late

To say I'm sorry. I love you.

How I wish that I could hold you close

And stroke your silver wings.

Block out the sounds this morbid world

And screams of hellish beings.



For in this life, the two of us

Have suffered many pains.

But let me take you in my arms

And wash away your stains



Give your all, your life to me

We can save each others soul.

Look upon the ones who've hurt us

And make them pay the toll.

Can you hear the sound of me crying

As I lay dying

I know you can't

Cause love's singing our song

But we fail to sing along



Love's a false situation

Of a pretty alliteration

With it's sounding all the same

Created when people fantacize

But refuse to realize



Yea, love sounds nice

But it ends with hearts in ice

So put it in all your childrens books

But life isn't for kids, so why should we lie?

We should write books on love: the real way to die

Loves so fragile, loves so thin

Can true love conquer, can it finally win?

No, I think not, for hearts are just lies

And one stabs the other till one finally dies.



Oh,yea,a few stabs of the knife,

The end of a life

And the sounds of dying

Sounds like you when your lying



My lullaby, baby, in the deepest of night

Is the false promise you sing of a light

To lead us away from the false light of day

And now I know better then to believe what you say



Cause fairytales can't come true

And love can't undo

Whats been done to me by you

Only because I thought love was true

Nighttime is when creatures

Leave their darkened caverns

To walk amoung the dwellings

Of the living.

Shining, lamp-like, yellow eyes

Peer out from bushes

Into open windows

Making children shriek.

Scratching with long and sharpened talons

At colored house siding.

Climbing rooftops

To tap at cold, black shingles.

Broken wings beat harshly

On warm breezes and

Shining silver tears fall

Onto homes and grounds

Shed from those who are condemned to

Face the darkness for eternity.

Others lay waiting

To drag wanderers into

Lands unknown and unseen

By breathing souls.

Clawed hands reaching

Grasping, groping, hoping

For a soul to steal.

A soul to quench

An eternal thirst and hunger

Of a curse layed by the wicked

Until all forgiving dawn comes.

Run through moonlit fields

And laugh at the dark shadows

The stream burbles in the distance

Hear its call and run to it

Embrace the cold current

And let it carry you far away

Jump from the watery horse and run once again

Fell the chills as wind

Caresses your scalp

As you ride away on your night steed

When the first beams of light penetrate

Your fragile world of

Childs make believe and darkness

Quickly slip to your bed

And leave your trusted mount

To gallop off

Back to your magical castle

Close your eyes and

Think of your own little secret

And giggle when others tell

Of mere dreams in their heads

He stands there in the parking lot

To me it's just another dot

But as I near him, all thought does stop

I preserve his image, never to rot



A gorgeous dark angel

His dark hair lays flat

His stance reminds me of the nonchalant cat



I stare at him

He stares a me

His lovely eyes

have set me free



And all night my thoughts of him branching like limbs

My memory never running thin

Is this true love, or is it a sin

To love an angel such as him?