For those of you that read this and don't already know, I am chronically ill. I was doing really well for a while here with no flair ups or scares. Unfortunately, over the past week I've been battling through the onset of flair ups and issues. Yesterday evening I was taken by ambulance to the hospital. So that's where I'm currently residing while the doctor's try to sort out what needs to be done for me. Please forgive me absence and lack of attentiveness to things. I promise I'll be back.
I can't help but feel like that same H3LiX is spiraling out of control once again...
Have you returned now when I thought my Atonement was done?
COMMENTS
Perhaps endings are only illusions,
pretty little lies we tell ourselves to sleep.
Atonement?
It breathes still quiet, coiled, patient.
Spirals don’t end, H3LiX… they simply wind deeper,
and some shadows never move,
they wait for you to circle back.
The ending was an illusion. But the lie was never pretty, and it never helped me sleep.
Atonement will never be something that's in my reach. So, it will always stay breathing quietly, coiled and patiently.
This H3LiX has wound quite deep, into shadows that are so still, they're suffocating and tiring. Circling back now, might prove more dangerous then I realize.
COMMENTS
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LordRazrDeMorte
03:46 Aug 15 2025
😔🌹
Cadrewolf2
06:01 Aug 15 2025
Blessings