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hatred inside by: RJ McGuire
06:51 May 19 2008
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so many years ive spent.

going down this road

filled with heart ach and pain

brought everything on myself



feels like i've lost my way

when was it when everything changed

when did i fall from grace

pushing everyone away



feels like it was just yesterday

when i was just a kid

lost my friend kenny

they said he was drunk and passed out at the wheel



And All this hatred inside of me

Blaming myself for everything

how much longer can i last

holding the world on my shoulders.



getting it rubbed in my face

that i was a product of a rape

wishing i could trade places with Angel

or wondering if my mother would of had a better life

if i was never born



and now i feel

worn, torn, and washed up

its gotten so bad that

I'm sicken by my own sight



and all this hatred inside of me

blaming myself for everything

how much longer can i last

holding the world on my shoulders X2



i relaize shes all grown up

yet i still think of Amelia

as my baby sister

trying to protect her from the world



joined the army when i was twenty-one

wanted to find myself

and have a way to take care of Savannah,

the daughter i never see



and all of this hatred inside of me

blamming myself for everything

how much longer can i last

holding the world on my shoulders



everything i touch seems to crumble

keep pushing everyone away

running from those who

could save me from myself



and kill all this hatred inside

that i feel for myself