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If I died tomorrow

Would you miss me?

If I died tomorrow

Would you care?

If I died tomorrow

Would you shed a tear?

If I died tomorrow

Would you still love me?

If I died tomorrow

What would you do?

If I died tomorrow

What would you say?



Would you do anything to keep me from dying,

If you knew something was gonna happen?

Silently I sit as a phantom to the world,

Hopelessly lost to a world of darkness,

always screaming,

I see lights but they slowly fade,

Always fading away from me,

Dark and dementional my mind is lost,

thinking, searching, reaching for a ledge,

scared and confused I turn to abuse,

not defending the person I was,

slowly my heart and soul fade to an abyss,

the dark hole of my life turns to ice,

I run in circles looking for a savior,

never knowing the many disquises of men,

I run through a door,

I hit a wall,

something catches me before I hit the floor,

I look up into an ocean of blue,

A voice calls out to me,

My world lights up for just a moment,

Then the voice calls no more,

My world is back into the chaos of darkness,

and I am still all alone,

yet ever peaceful as I cry

Content to stay to myself,

I've lived a life of solitude,

Never open to the world,

Never open to anyone,

Yet ever-growing to be bold,

A wandering girl lost in the day,

A child found in the night,

I wish to be found and held on to,

My life goes on as each person passes,

A love today is gone tomorrow,

Scared and alone I wonder,

If I am meant to be here,

This weary place I call my home,

Everything fast-forwards for a moment,

A single tear rolls down my face,

Screaming inside,

Silent on the outside,

Time in and again I fall asleep,

Not knowing what tomorrow brings,

I close my eyes for just a second,

Morning comes yet again.