went to emergency room yesterday. symptoms of stroke/ heart attack, it was neither. must get an mri to rule out ms, as it is the only thing left that could be causing these symptoms. explains why my hands feel better when am pleasing my self, ha,ha.
my perspective has improved, seeing a doctor for my hurts and have a shot at becoming a case worker for families like mine who care for their handicapped relatives at home. i almost feel useful again.
all my stuff is in my van, money i don't have has been taken out of my account. my iguana is dead, my dogs will soon be gone. i can barely walk and have to depend on people who resent me. when will it end?
moving day, feels good to have a plan that is realistic. i look forward to coming here every day again.
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