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as the tears fall they spin a tail of a fractured child struggeling to find her self, floundering in a world full of mystery, a life unworthy of living. and a long lost love. she hides behind a veil of hate, closing out friends and loved ones. behind the veil a small girl forced to grow in to a woman. She hides in succlusion. Not willing to be hurt again. A heart gone cold to the touch, shatters beneith rough hands. reality sinks in, she hates being alone. She craves love, but fears the pain. To block out the emotional pain she surrounds her self in the exotic life of BDSM, a release for the day to day emotional peril she lives thrue. She savotauges and fails, scared of what she could become. she has so much potential but is scared of the resonsibility that success brings. the builds up a wall, a rough exterrior to hide her pain. She abbandons the thing she longs for the most. lying in a bed of roses she relishes the prick and sting of each thorn.