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silently the tears fall

will the momories fade?

rumors spread

" did you hear? he fucked her good!"



they think shes a whore

deep inside she's thread bare

torn and tattered

silently tears fall



her reputation ruined for good

she weaps silently in the corner

wishing that night away

he has a fiance' and a baby on the way



you know what they say...

hind sight is 20-20

he got drunk and told his buddies

she rocks back and forth



she trys not to let it show

look into her eyes

and there lyes the truth

broken and bleeding



a month goes by

she still feels used and abused

sadness turns to rage

she holds her head up high



still feeling used,

she looks him in the eye

sending the message

all was in good fun and games



all the while...

she hates him more and more

the memory will alway be there

he was her first you see



she hides her weakness,

showing no fear

when alone in her room at night

silently tears fall because it wasnt supposed to be





Desare' P.

4:05 am

May 21, 2007

a fractured child of only 17

once again engaging in the timeless ack

keeping time with the ebb and flow of the sea



a fractured child of only 17

giving her self to a man she will never love

she never thought it would be her



a fractured child of only 17

he's nearly twice her age

the next morn she wakes in remembrence

realising what she had done



a fractured child of only 17

she regrets it every time

you may ask why the does she participate?

in the hear of the moment



a fractured child of only 17

doesnt think about what shes doing

sure she remembered the condom,

but she didnt love him



a fractured child of only 17

every time she loses a little part of her self in them

sadness turns to rage



a fractured child of only 17

she realises that she could have said no and didnt

a small piece of her is lost in the end



a fractured child of only 17

the thing she wants is love

she longs to feel what its like for the man to love her



a fractured child of only 17

her friend tell her its ok,

every one makes mistakes

in her mind she knows everything will work out



no longer a child of 17

yet not a woman

looks out in a world blackened by regret



no longer a child of 17

yet not a woman

a being torn in two

by painfull memories and confusion



no longer a child of 17

yet not a woman

she looks through tear stained eyes

at a world unknown



no longer a child of 17

yet not a woman

a reality not known by many

but feared by all



she realises that she

must pick up the pieces and move on

a new town

a fesh start



she still feels the painand regret of her actions

she yearns for a loveing embrace

"some day" she thinks to her self

"I will find true love"



Desare' P.

09:58 A.M.

Thursday 10, 2007