IDK you kno there is a reson for that sentence, for I fear that one day I will have to look inside and see myself and wonder if I can have the strength and courage to bear the weight of all the things I have done and who I choose to be, I pray that sometime I will be the one to unleash what I have inside before it finally consumes me and blackens what is left of my conscience and if it is still there, my soul, I never claimed to be a martyr or saint, but I am a troubled individual who holds on to her discrepancies and keeps them inside to be broken against my own sorrow and hatred into bits and pieces that i fear cannot be cleaned away and my own self induced burden will never be rid of me nor I of it, nay do I chose to believe that I am in love with my precious guilt and pain, but I am certain that I keep it to make me believe that I feel and I am not cold and empty like I believe that I am, I truly am a romantic and blinded fool who walks through life unknowing and afraid
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Viridian
01:08 Sep 29 2009
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