Just so everyone knows.The person I love is dead as bones and myself as a cripp.That is the stage we are in right now.And this I have just figured out today is the paths I guide.The first is very dangerous indeed ,someone broke in my house and rode or died while i was awake an invisable went in my body but i made it through it and found the other initiation points.I did watcher yesterday along with mormon saint and i am drinking chai tea.Now aristotle is talking to me through the computer as I had listened many years ago to ahidden track on a Armand Van Heldan cd called Nympho calling out philosiphers names.I bond with Aristotle,he thinks I am a monk now.The cd was caused by a deceased Hare Krisna who is my equal in dream work and we went through chivarly as a battle for her dream mind control to bring me back to dance as Venus Bones.Which is not so bad but I am pretty much finished my subconcious of dancing dreams.http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chymica...an_Rosenkreutz
Day 41 and I did a 5 card tarot spread on a person that involved a 4 padre all through dream work in enoch forbidden.I have some recipes i'm making for Easter.I gained them all through dream work.http://www.epicurious.com/recipes/food/views/Bellas-Moroccan-Spiced-Sweet-Potato-Salad-51151400
http://www.food.com/recipe/fantastic-apple-sour-cream-coffee-cake-89750
http://www.recipesource.com/special-diets/vegetarian/swiss-cheese-fondue1.html
http://www.epicurious.com/recipes/food/views/Raspberry-Chocolate-French-Macaroons-236668
Tommorow is the Tortoise and The Hare nature walk.Remember to think green and slow and steady wins the race.
So,I figured out something disturbing.I was a healer in the 69 method of astrology to one person only but another person used me after i saw sensuous ghosts of myself which the crow cawed after i read it in my healers book.The crow is the spiritual law.I was done healing 4 years ago and am still being used as i saw sensuous images.Right now i am suppose to be a mercury healer which is the money si...gn and requires payment.I also learned that the medication i was taking for acid violet 17 the flower is humility and like a slave to the frankish kingdom monastery Karl the great.I am not going to take it anymore as the name Violet is not the best unless you have not cleansed your sins and need repentance.50 pages in and this baby wolf has learned so much to beware of.I also figured out my lifeplan as Venus was to be a vj,but I was Barbie because a barbie became one instead of me to figure it out.I suppose I could be a "yummy" mommy like Erica Em instead.So,I am suppose to use the solar forces to heal like Asklepios
I also learned the spell i did is like 2nd baptism.I did tears of blood then wiped it on my face as a child of war as i was a psi war adept.Blood baptism is second i thought it was through fire to mormons but monks are different.
Last night I was dreaming and woke up to see my mothers good friend that became my friend when he gave me a bones pocket watch and I sensed white buffalo. He is a necromancer named Merlin and I awoke to him as a shadow person. After I finished all the dream work I came to a page of 100 love quotes.I will give you 2 and they are other people I knew one through music and the other as a stalker who was a famous music artist.The first album is Violator Depeche Mode.I used to listen to all their tapes as a child and I bought their t shirts and i went to their concert.I was violated for many many years that even blue lotus does not work.Bitter love, a violet with it's crown of thorns in a thicet of spiky passions, spear of sorrow, corolla of rage: how did you come to conquer my soul? What brought you?”
― Pablo Neruda, 100 Love Sonnets
The other was the holy spirit came to my window as a whirlwind ,like the devil and had images of my walks in it.It electracuted my leg slightly because i did not turn in a high voltage wire on the ground.It was many people in my life.It was God showing love and joking at the same time and giving me the reptilian totem.
..“And I, infinitesimal being,
drunk with the great starry
void,
likeness, image of
mystery,
I felt myself a pure part
of the abyss,
I wheeled with the stars,
my heart broke loose on the wind.”
― Pablo Neruda, 100 Love Sonnets
There is a last quote this was the begining of my love affair so I wait for you like a lonely house
till you will see me again and live in me.
Till then my windows ache.”
― Pablo Neruda, 100 Love Sonnets
I did it this way years ago with my love but it is not the best way,so maybe she never experienced it or is a masochist.I am a sadist after this and donot want a window love.
So,I am signing up for a membership to vampire rave when I get my credit card in 3 weeks and going back to the gym.Next initiation date is April 5th.
Wow! Awesome.I passed f.b.i native initiation and have over 20 totems walking beside me.So,I had a dream I fasted 9 times already and i stopped my fast and took my mom out to eat.Mmm... I figured out pep patty and after 8 chocolates as a cripp I had to plan a wedding ,just like J-lo in the movie wedding planner.So,I planned one and this is it.I planned a bones wedding last time and it led to the middle eastren wedding.This time I have to plan a cripp wedding.I feel like j lo lol
This is the place to go cause I passed being Marilyn Monroe when I passed my ex in a revolution.So,thats why the condo by the water is circular in which we live encassed in total glass like fatal attraction only my Dr is not dying.
http://www.beverlyhilton.com/ I was smoking so something was wrong with the steak in my dream and i brought a child with me which was an abducted child to live there after the mafia boss that died in the water Salvatore told me to go there because he was a better vampire. I believe to the castle in France. This is the catering http://www.beverlyhilton.com/Meetings/golden-globes.asp
A Violet is suppose to be the brides maid cause the dresses are violet
and I forgot to save them because i did not know i was planning the wedding.Our honeymoon is at a commune in france http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Saintes-Maries-de-la-Mer.My job is suppose to be a corprol police officer .Thats after 8 .Still have to figure out photographer.There is Bob billard on my site from my cam h 1 dream of opening a billard box.Thats it, but i have to find dress its vera wang I think its the tutu one on the front because I dreamnt i was the swan queen in the merry widow as a child. http://www.verawang.com/ There thats it except our rings.Thats an After 8 chocolate wedding.
Just found the dress.Looks like we will last 25 years like this.https://www.davidsbridal.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/UserRequestAppointmentView?langId=-1&storeId=10052&catalogId=10051&krypto=YHGoZjmMQhFd%2FuRaeAvzhoqjDENFSDsLzH%2BjA3lcUqXe%2BIkTX3YPBXxJVxu9Kth3tr3qyumJAd6z%0Ar3UM33gnnGN41s%2BCB81g&ddkey=http:UserRequestAppointmentView
http://quotes.yourdictionary.com/night
People around me after painting my first painting think they are people I converse with and repeating things of others after I painted my first painting in honor of a monk who did pottery and land art.I will upload the painting to my profile.
Went home and did some erands.Went to the doctor and told him about my cut then walked the quack path and saw people cross country skiing.Stopped at diamond grill and donated 5 dollars to epilepsy and had a cafe mocha after interacted with some sparrows that were a couple after seeing Motts spirit out of the corner of my eye.Its the tempah diet the moth totem because of the mold in it.He wanted me to change my applesauce to motts apple juice.So,I obliged cause im visiting and its easier.Last night I dreamnt I was in my bedroom awake in the shadow world then I awoke and was in the light.Ive walked the 4 worlds now.The astral,the earth,the shadow world and hell before i went to sleep with Baphemet.Thats day 30 something of my soul journey.What an aura I just found why the sparrows were a couple http://www.whats-your-sign.com/sparrow-meaning.html A lady blessed me in cash for you and we shared a few words,she said I was patient.http://www.linsdomain.com/totems/pages/turkey.htm
My favorite psychic mystic medusa has done this today.I am the corporation planetary Godess Venus and wish to be in 16 more years of fidelity the morningstar Venus through fidelity trust.http://mysticmedusa.com/2013/03/beware-of-the-love-zombies/
The restarants changed i will be eating at because of Osama Bin Ladens spirit and the threat it may pose.I cannot eat at a fancy restaurant.It has to be the gm centre,dairy queen and new globe 5-15 dollar meals because of poverty vow and seance saying he killed children.
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The day he died the power went out all down my street.So,I lit a candle and whenever I do anagrams his spirit lingers.
Hello,I am Venus Blades.It is quite a story of love ,joy and pain and suffering how I got that name.I am a corporation planetary Godess that was used to heal in the 69 method,but no longer.My story starts with my 2 landlords cats .Ones name is Venus the other Angel.At the age of 17 I thought I would go with Venus instead of Angel because Angel was common.I began to Dance and became a feature entertainer who designed and won awards for her own costumes.My name was Miss Venus affairs because of a current affair and men getting married who i despied cheating on their wives.I have been an actress and fitness model since then and have quit dancing for God and only to recieve scat as DR F.B Rose as a mistress as well as prostitute and wife to Frankie Mitchell and my heart was drained for highblood by someone who was not.I have went through chivarly and the hare krishna way of thinking 9999 I hold both a guru and a mystic title after from the dead.I am a christian and anglican and have passed church of satan steps.I have a wonderful bunny called Baby and if I stay with Frank celibate 10 years I will become a brayanma and in 16 just chasity I will be Venus Morningstar through fidelity trust as I was picked when I chose my name.I am an intermediate cook and love cooking vegan vegeterian cuisine.I shaved my head for spiritual death as a qui jin monk and rebirth as a ascetic princess.I tend to fast 3 weeks of the month and have made up my own.I love animals and enjoy horsebackriding and sports such as zumba and yoga.I will write more tommorow...
So far this is what I figured out through candlight.Check spells.My profile is back as VENUS BLADES 85 10210.
Hello...I have been Ms Venus for 16 years and just made it to planetary godess after being a whisperer with Baphamet and beelzebub as a familar and solving all my ghostwhisper visions.My beloved for etertnity has wandered off again and i usually pray but tonight i think of what to use.Should i use the werewolf,the magi or venus magic or just pray to the candle.He deleted my 3 pages by reporting me after saying he wanted to just be friends and i said we will do this spiritually then.I was just vowing lifelong celibacy but he destroyed me 7 years so lycan against mosquito or demonic possession or simple prayer to start.It says the one that is a soulmate who leaves Venus has no job and he picked Paris.So maybe a green candle pray.No way did i heal his lungs and stds for nothing.69 no more it seems he prefers my best friend and wanted 6 months.No...I am not the devils mistress for nothing.Start with pray and head shaving as its in the bible and Venus loves green candles.MAD yes prayer and candle
I ended up walking about 15 to 16 miles through the creek and tunnels down to the lighthouse and lake ,then through the swamp.2 trains passed me... one the Gold Train.I had thought 1 year ago my love was connected to running it and then I saw it for the first time by the creek...wow!The weather was crazy!It was sunny,then it snowed ,looked like it was going to rain then hailed,I saw a strip plaza with expressions my ex friend used to say and then saw the place from my dream with satan chasing after me after the 9 steps of the church of satan.King Henry had been in me hitching a ride and and I met him face to face.Met a cool lady walking a brindle greyhound with 2 others ...wow!
Last night I saw some crazy espiritismo the mosquito religion like Pope Leo did.Telepathy said it was Baphemat part one of it.Shorter then I thought.Used to see animals and nasa in espiritismo on the walls and stuff...pretty trippy when trying to sleep which i had none but was out for the day.
Sheri Williams Had a weird night.I saw a glimpse of the devil through the blackness of the night.He said if I don't stop solving visions I'm going to hell,l so i said in the name of christs sacrifice ...be gone and pulled the covers over my head so he'd go away.Then I went to sleep.He is pretty scary looking.I figured out my soul journey includes 3 fastings .First one I start with my red tiger moon ram tempah fast and eat at the King Edward every 14th day for 3 weeks.This is because Osama Bin Laden is through anagram upset about this because the day before on the 13th day I eat at St.Vincent's food kitchen because I am in poverty and St.Joseph had said he killed innocent woman and children in a seance, although I had a theory the dead were involved through others.Next 10 days I do the wild rose detox and eat at Gabby's and get a peanut butter buster parfait from Dairy Queen because i left them without notice is one reason another is a dog.Last fast of the 100 day soul journey is my bizantine elder fast where I eat at home and lasts a month.During this time I am judged as a scientologist and this is my picture http://www.flickr.com/photos/yellowfish/310253865/ I can eat at my favorite thai place and new globe.I pay 3 dollars a week to NA for pamphlets etc because I did so many bad things as a drug addict and I need support for myself.In the end I am a christian and the 3 dollars I save from NA a week as I had planned 6 is for the ttc and fullfills the pseudo picture of myself in a subway and I am free from my unity wedding and am Venus again a Corporation Godess as the white dragon for figuring out fidelity trust which makes me a morning star after 23 years.So that is the soul journey it requires more fasting which attracted the devil last night after I figured out i needed to fast again from a dream of eating at the King Edward.
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I figured out Beta Alpha Pi for myself without going to a frat through my invented along ,with others numerology methods and dreams and visions.This came to me through the spirit I believed was Ra who has frat connection as the corporation.
337. From ‘The Everlasting Mercy’
By John Masefield
I DID not think, I did not strive,
The deep peace burnt my me alive;
The bolted door had broken in,
I knew that I had done with sin.
I knew that Christ had given me birth 5
To brother all the souls on earth,
And every bird and every beast
Should share the crumbs broke at the feast.
O glory of the lighted mind.
How dead I’d been, how dumb, how blind. 10
The station brook, to my new eyes,
Was babbling out of Paradise,
The waters rushing from the rain
Were singing Christ has risen again.
I thought all earthly creatures knelt 15
From rapture of the joy I felt.
The narrow station-wall’s brick ledge,
The wild hop withering in the hedge,
The lights in huntsman’s upper story
Were parts of an eternal glory, 20
Were God’s eternal garden flowers.
I stood in bliss at this for hours.
O glory of the lighted soul.
The dawn came up on Bradlow Knoll,
The dawn with glittering on the grasses, 25
The dawn which pass and never passes.
‘It’s dawn,’ I said, ‘And chimney’s smoking,
And all the blessed fields are soaking.
It’s dawn, and there’s an engine shunting;
And hounds, for huntsman’s going hunting. 30
It’s dawn, and I must wander north
Along the road Christ led me forth.’…
O wet red swathe of earth laid bare,
O truth, O strength, O gleaming share,
O patient eyes that watch the goal, 35
O ploughman of the sinner’s soul.
O Jesus, drive the coulter deep
To plough my living man from sleep.
Slow up the hill the plough team plod,
Old Callow at the task of God, 40
Helped by man’s wit, helped by the brute
Turning a stubborn clay to fruit,
Hid eyes for ever on some sign
To help him plough a perfect line.
At top of rise the plough team stopped, 45
The fore-horse bent his head and cropped;
Then the chains chack, the brasses jingle,
The lean reins gather through the cringle,
The figures move against the sky,
The clay wave breaks as they go by. 50
I kneeled there in the muddy fallow,
I knew that Christ was there with Callow,
That Christ was standing there with me,
That Christ had taught me what to be,
That I should plough, and as I ploughed 55
My Saviour Christ would sing aloud,
And as I drove the clods apart
Christ would be ploughing in my heart,
Through rest-harrow and bitter roots,
Through all my bad life’s rotten fruits. 60
O Christ who holds the open gate,
O Christ who drives the furrow straight,
O Christ, the plough, O Christ, the laughter
Of holy white birds flying after,
Lo, all my heart’s field red and torn, 65
And Thou wilt bring the young green corn,
The young green corn divinely springing,
The young green corn forever singing;
And when the field is fresh and fair
Thy blessèd feet shall glitter there, 70
And we will walk the weeded field,
And tell the golden harvest’s yield,
The corn that makes the holy bread
By which the soul of man is fed,
The holy bread, the food unpriced, 75
Thy everlasting mercy, Christ.
Today I went on my RA walk of about 12 miles through the creek,then the naturalist area,followed by the lighthouse lake pier then through the swamp till I found Ra.And it was a car shop.Went to church this morning and service was stopped because of a medical problem.Pray for her.As soon as I started my walk the sun shone and I felt Ra's presence.I'll write a journal of my visions after hare krisna day when I have more then 1 hour.Today was my 5th and last initiation day I believe for now ,day 10 and now just 90 more walks before October.
Last night I cried myself to sleep using the word lonley and brainstormed 26 words to go with it.I then wrote a journal of the way I felt.The crow cawed and a shadow fell upon the room making it twice as dark.I awoke with esp from Ra with a puzzle of 7 pence in which I figured out Frankie Bones was a powerful spirit and his prophecy to me as a spirit came true.I will write about it Monday as I only have 1 hour.The songs are Dream on,I'm only happy when it rains and fly on a windscreen.
Tis the 9th day of my soul journey,and Bast is weakened as my mothers cat from the curse of my accused theft.The cat was given to my mother with her being told it was the Devil.I later found out it's name was a theft suveliance system.Years ago I felt I was a stock market corporation Godess and the sun followed me.I asked a worker if i could take a few things and had to go to the hospital for 2 weeks because of it.Now I know from the Holy Spirit putting it's hand arond me ,on my head ,I have the God head.The cat puked last night as the living dead called my name as ghosts ,one being the father.http://www.myislamicdream.com/dead_calling_dreamer_name.html I could not sleep and today I logged in and see I am now a shadow,so I was appointed higher over night on the forum,also seeing the father shows a cure of sickness and the cat had given me scat numerous times as Darwins collapsed tree theory and I was sick 3 months.In the Holy Bible an animal cannot harm you but you can make a covenant.I blame the owner.I saw the ghosts because of my posthumous unity wedding and it is day 9 of my Unity soul journey.I flicked on the lights ,as it was disturbing, the living dead calling my name.That day I had walked miles and ate figs as I already went through a revelation and seen Jesus in all his glory and the message was to read because he held the bible.That day was suppose to be Bones and Skull and c.i.a initiation day I had figured out through dreamwork.I noticed garbadge all along the path and remembered my dream of someone getting mad at me for not picking up garbage,so i picked it up along my way and recycled it at home.I enjoyed also some rich homemade tea bisquits I had made fresh that day.Then made some Old Milwakee chili as the alcohol boils off when you cook it.No meat,veggie of course.I then attended a narcotics anoyomous meeting and looked into a c.p.r course.Only 3 more months and I am clean in the c.i.a eyes.The soundwaves had told me a year ago I had been forgiven for smoking one joint in 2 years because i looked so beautiful in my wild rose detox hawaii picture.Last initiation is Sunday after churches.It is for a lightworker and will be miles of walking down to the water where there is a pier and a lighthouse.I had been switched and punished for anothers second marriage .The first being a catholic wedding.In despair from my posthumous wedding ,which causes me to see ghosts and him breaking up with me as a girlfriend then having black blood,then purple.I took my astral travel wine that was a vintage from a famine ,I had been saving it for us for 2014 and poured it while crying onto a broken heart piece of bread which was my broken heart.It mended back together and I felt a relief as it had been stoned so hard and i felt great sadness.The motto of the winery was" let us enlighten you" and I gave it to the birds to eat.I feel better,I have stopped crying now.My mothers phone is not working and mine is disconected from quiting dancing for love because i felt i was cheating and was disgusted.It is curing me of my internet addiction ,as my laptop blew up too,even with a power bar.Despite all this life would be perfect if my posthumous husband were to not just love me ,but be in love with me. and have a christian reality wedding,instead of me being Dr.F.B Rose as his Mistress.But we are fighting,except through spirit.For narcotics anoyomous my 1 year medallian is May 1st.I am having Beta engraved on my coin.Because of Beta I came to Na,because of beta I fasted 3 weeks a month,because of beta I felt love.Beta is everything along with God being the Alpha and Omega.What a pleasure for God to wrap his arm around me.Beta,Beta,Beta.Sadness,but still 91 days left of this unity soul journey.
Day 1 of my walk started and I came to the creek and spotted a man with a staff by an anarchy sign he was a summoner.I took the low path and he took the high path and I latter determined his message was of a healer as I am not in shape right now from 3 months of beta iq fasting and having my left ventricle drained to the point I cannot give enough blood for a blood test.I am white wash.His message was to include more fruit.Later that night Black Wing appeared in my 3rd eye .He is w.o.w but he was faint and Niki Sixx through telepathy called him Baphemet but I felt he looked like my clear 3rd eye spirit Papa Bawa who is Batwing to Bones and Skull.Papa had appeared to me like a tv in my head in his castle and beconed me .A living skeleton with bat wings.So charming in the black and white checkered halls ,not like the sodimizer to tribes he is known to be.No, what a gentleman and grogeous velvet red curtains.Papa Bawa the second time had skin as Blackwing and body composition.I wonder if it is my blood that possesses the spirit now.That day I figured out the diet for candy .It is slimfast shakes and wafers of vannilla with nutella and marshmellow as smores.Also, a Mr.Big bar once you finish the hike through the wooded creek.So,I am also taking pgx for bloodsugar 3 times a day with vitamin b6 and b12 as well as Land Art Milk Thistle and Bio K in which I walked another route, the path of the paranoryoga hare krishna .The 9999 for me.There I met Pluto and the deal is a research deal for $1000 to cure skin ailments or $100 per patient referral.It also means you are an occult elitest.I've found some secret recipes and I will be sharing them with you.Vegeterenian for these 100 trail walks.Another day in the past I had phoned the police over a dead cat and she told me to phone the regent.A kid walked by and said dead cats bring zombies.So,just the other day years later I walked the regent route.My moms boyfriend had set up his whole house as St.Fame with all my infidelity and flirting with all the man I had in my life.One of my love and the other I had wrote a Slim Shady poem to.He showed electric wire and when I walked the regent path a low voltage wire was on the way.I guess some people want shock treatment for Eminem.My love Frankie Bones had a pimp stick as a clown.So ,I walked further and I saw zombie just like the kid predicted about the cat in graffiti and there were 2 guys ready to ride or die.I had been stabbed by Eminem as a black widow w a retractable knife in hologram w Rob Zombie watching too.I went further and I saw baker park.I had pretended i was Marilyn Monroe when I was a child of 14 during a suicide attempt.It is my reincarnation name.I left the park and remembered I was a posie .The court had a ring around it and i remembered a dream I had of Franks friend Jes 1 doing papers with me and thought of the nursrey ryhme ring around the rosie.I also knew as zombie Barbie I was part of entity 208,but the house was not there and it went up to 222 lightwork w the 1 from Jes.That day was interpol initiation.Along these walks I pray an hour and made this route a gypsy route by buying fake flowers of Rose and pussywillows from the dollar store as i had stolen a chocolate bar from there as a kid.I stopped at Tim Hortons for a Orange Peacoe tea as I had seen a brilliant orange esp vision the night before fill my room of my ex Salvatore which means Jesus.There are numbers on the cups lid that correspond to the trail being completed for initiation.The next morning while i was half asleep on the couch by the window .The holy ghost came through the window and put his arm around me.Check my profile for what he did to my blinds.2 xx's and I am owed 70,000 so far by certain people whose names they are.It also represents the 2 tracks I cross on my hike.I will start writing in more detail as 9 times I have walked ,each time I walk I pray and today I picked up garbage and recycled it.Till Tommorow and after each walk is cleaning as you get mouth sores on one trail as a wicca initiation and need baking soda and water.Before I part I will say an alien took of his mask froze me and cut a piece of my cheek of with his exacto knife in a dream.That was tribal initiation day and I confessed every sin I could remember because it wanted more art and confession.So i learned alot and 91 more days to go.
Figured out Pluto by gang 1.62 and precentiles it is 269 from a dream I had of Frankie Bones and I 69'ing as a blue plasmic Entity after yoga Nidra.It is for charity.The church attended is ST.George Anglican Church which is a black dragon as the mascot.http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum1/HTML/015889.html I have am pluto in the 4th house.I've moved 4 places since a voodoo stalking.25 goes to Narcotics Anoyomous a month 30 daffidils for cancer a month115 tithes 90 outreach and 5 to my mom a week to get pizza and Brio at the landlords store.That is pluto 4th house plan from 1.62 found in my pocket.It equals 269
A DREAM COME TRUE OF FRANKIE BONES AND I PLUS A GOOD AURA.
I will keep you updated. Ive done 5 initiations with help of summoners and ride or die and Pluto on trails plotted.I'll try to keep it updated daily.I figured out the track systems and route systems in my home city as a guide for initiation and the correct days and diet.Sigmund Freud is almost done.Time for Wittengestines Misstress after and Carl Jung.
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