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final eternal life

05:33 Oct 05 2008
Times Read: 751


And again.

The light fought back the darkness.

Silent darkness...

It fought back the fog.

Merciful fog covering earth.

Protecting from the light.

Glaring light.

Too glaring.

Pains.

Heat.

Fire.

Sun lighting the vampire.

Sun lighting me

as it once burned my soul.

Hiding.

Where to go?

Merciful darkness.

Hiding shadows.

Protecting me from light.

From sunlight.

Sunrays touching me.

And again pains...

Escaping.

Hiding.

Shadow.

A place to pass the day.

Keeping my death away.

Sleep.

Passing time.

Finally the sun sets.

The night’s coming.

Beautiful night.

Merciful night.

Poor little vampire.

Had to say goodbye to the day.

Only the night for living.

But uncountable nights...



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BloodPrey
BloodPrey
06:54 Oct 29 2008

very nice





 

part 3 a vampire is born

05:32 Oct 05 2008
Times Read: 752


And again there´s the night.

The merciful night.

I wanna stay here forever.

Keep the light away.

Forever night.

Forever safety.

No fears.

No sorrows.

Beauty.

I wanna live forever.

I don’t wanna die.

Redeem me.

Take me with you.

Make me one of yours.

Make me a creature of the night.

The beautiful night...

I´ll miss the day...

but the night caught me.

Nothing will ever be as beautiful

as the night.

When will they realize?

The day is the time of hiding.

The night’s the time to live.

The beauty of the night...

I can’t live without it.

I will leave the day

if I can have the night,

if I can live forever.

Melancholic night...

Sadness...

When will I get it?

Will I?

Only one minute...

A short pain redeeming from an everlasting.

Goodbye day!

Hello everlasting night!

Bite me!

A vampire is born...



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BloodPrey
BloodPrey
06:54 Oct 29 2008

wow, you have some real talent





 

part 2 memories of the day

05:30 Oct 05 2008
Times Read: 754


The sun rises.

It’s beautiful.

But it brings the light.

The merciless light.

Showing everything.

Fighting back the night

until there are only some shadows

telling about the beauty of the night.

Of the merciful darkness.

Too glaring.

So cruel.

It’s warm but...

It could never be as warm

as the night is beautiful.

It’s hot and it’s light.

I’m thinking of the night.

Its coolness and its darkness.

And again it’s killing my soul.

The hectic of the day

makes me crazy.

I’m longing for the peace,

the peace the night will bring.

Hectic and noisy,

that’s the day.

Too many people

running around,

busy with nothing,

unimportant stuff.

Memories of the night...

It’ll come again...

It’ll bring peace and rest.

It’ll make you forgetting...

about sorrows and fear and problems.

But it’s far away...

The day...

Too glaring...

Pains...



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part 1 memories of the night

05:28 Oct 05 2008
Times Read: 755


The night.

It’s beautiful.

There’s nothing that could only be half as beautiful as the night.

The stars are shining.

The full moon above me.

Why does the night pass by?

Why couldn’t it last forever?

The night is the time of the memories.

It’s the time of the lovers

and the time of the lonesome.

It could be the time of rest,

the time of sleep.

But isn’t it too beautiful to stay at home and sleep?

The night is magic.

I can’t stay at home

when it’s dark outside.

The night is the time of mysteries,

the time of demons,

of vampires.

But the darkness of the night isn’t dangerous.

It’s peace in it, safety.

It covers the guilty and the haunted.

It’s merciful.

The time when I forget about day.

About all its problems,

its sorrows.

The time when I’m happy.

The time when I’m sad.

The night is everything for me.

It’s all that counts.

Nothing is as beautiful as the night.

I wish it would never end.

Just everlasting,

lasting for eternity...



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the vampires

05:26 Oct 05 2008
Times Read: 756


Night falls,

darkness calls.

A vampire walks the streets,

blood is what she needs,

peace is, what she's longing for.

When she passes by your door,

you won't realize who she is.

You'll never learn she's this.

A creature of the night,

a victim of a fight,

that lasts for years,

that's cruel and caused tears.

She's of our kind, she's one of us,

if she dies, it's our loss.

We're living like you are,

we might be near or far.

When we meet don't be afraid,

what made us this, it was just fate.

Believe us, we are serious,

we're neither bad nor dangerous


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memories of a vampire

05:25 Oct 05 2008
Times Read: 757


You think I'm a monster?

I'm not.

I never was.

What made me a vampire

that was a monster.

Cruelty was its fun.

Killing its sense of life.

But I'm different.

I didn't want

to become what I am.

I never wanted

to live forever.

But this way of life

is no real life.

It's only existing.

And I'm too weak...

too weak to stop existing...

I was young.

I was full of dreams,

of hopes...

And then there was

death...

I fell...

into a dark whole...

Complete silence...

No one around...

No feeling left...

but sadness.

I long for my past...

So much time ago...

I long for the sun...

Maybe, one day...

I have the strength to see it again!

Now!

The last thing I see

before I stop existing!



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nightflyer

05:24 Oct 05 2008
Times Read: 759


Darkness’ walker,

mysterious stalker.

Figure dressed dark,

no dog’s gonna bark,

when he steps out

of the shadows, never loud,

always silent he is,

bringing death’s kiss.

He’s an undead walking,

in the night he’s lurking.

He brings death and fear

there’s no help when he’s near.

No place to hide,

no way to fight.

Your life will be ended,

you can’t be defended.

He is your sire,

mysterious nightflyer.



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calling

05:23 Oct 05 2008
Times Read: 760


When night is calling

could you resist?

Resist the power

that is calling?

Say no

to what your soul is waiting for?

Refuse

although your heart seems to break?

Ignore the feeling

that darkness brings?

Stop refusing!

Answer the call!

Go out in the night!

Maybe you´ll become

what you wish for.

Vampires are waiting...



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vampire

05:22 Oct 05 2008
Times Read: 761


Waiting for the sunset

Waiting for the night.

Waiting for the darkness

Waiting for life.

So long to wait.

So much to wait for.

Finally the day ends.

The world’s mine.

Nothing can stop me.

I’m the night.

There was a time

when I was happy during the day

and afraid in the night.

But that was before I was born.

And I started to forget about day,

right after I was born.

There’s the madness

waiting for every vampire who doesn´t...



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the feast

04:41 Oct 05 2008
Times Read: 763


We swept into the sleepy town

on wings of night; we were

a rushing, a ferocious wind

and we were hungry.



Some felt us coming.

Some amongst the fat

and frightened sleepers

raised their heads, their hooded eyes

would try in vain to pierce the dark -

as always, they would try to find

a refuge in a fire, that is all

they ever knew to have,

to stand between them and the endless night,

filled to the brim with life

that wants to feast upon them,

wants to sink its flashing teeth

without a second's hesitation

deep into their unprotected flesh

and tear their worlds apart

in a bright ruby sacrifice,

a baptism of blood that ends

their meaningless existence.



But all the fires do

is blind them further still

and take away whatever chance

they might have had to rise and flee,

or to agree and find a balance,

learn our ways and share our days and nights

in some form that resembles an ecology -

but they do no such thing,

instead they quiver and they tremble,

they pray, they stare -

right up until their end.



Yet there are others, rare amongst them,

who would try to see.



In every village, every town

there are a chosen few

who celebrate the coming of our kind,

who see us not as monsters

but as saviours and they prayed

that we should come and take revenge

on their behalf on all that madness,

all that sadness,

all those pointless lives and lies -

those are the children of the night,

they run to us and they care not

if they should live or die,

for those we are salvation,

either way.



So here we are and here we stand

in drifting veils of time and power,

our family is here and there before us

lies the sleeping town.



Bright is the moon above;

it lights the shadow shapes

of those few who have come to greet us,

meet us and invite us to begin the feast -

as is tradition, we enfold them first

and some of those if they are strong and pure

will join our family;

and others will find sweet release

and will receive the blessing of the night.



This serves to heighten our senses;

and the hunger is now such

that we must laugh and spin.



We stand together one more time as one,

we play with our exquisite and excruciating need,

we make it crest as high as it will be;

and then we rush into the town

and now, the feast begins.


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kiss of life

04:38 Oct 05 2008
Times Read: 764


Your skin,

once perfect,

once a pale sweep

of unbroken desert dunes,

has felt my kiss

and now it cries -

ruby tears are welling up,

are slowly sliding

down your throat,

glistening, delicious

tears of joy,

of life

of your awakening.



I am always moved

when I thus watch

the sorrow of the body,

expressed, released,

out in the open now

for all to see -

and it was always there,

and not to know that

is the deepest

of illusions.



Here, watch with me.



Observe with fascination

as your treasures flow

across your breast

and make their way

to your most intimate

of oceans - this is my

sacrifice before I start

to make all this my own,

my gift to you,

the first of all,

the most important

lesson of your life.



Now close your eyes.



Give up your yesterdays

and your tomorrows -

all those are gone,

will never be

and you and me

will take a journey

new and bright,

into the night

a dawn of radiance

awaits.







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ashes to ashes

04:34 Oct 05 2008
Times Read: 765


Making love to you

is like a stately

funeral procession,

six black stallions,

satin sombre glory

and blood red roses.



The world stands still

as we proceed,

slow march,

one direction,

no escape.



It doesn't help

to turn away

and to pretend

this isn't real.



The mourners in their finery

assemble now around our bed

their faces white,

their eyes devoid of tears,

the worst has come to pass

and now, there are no longer

any fears remaining here.



Ashes to ashes,

dust to dust,

come I will,

and come I must.


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vampire 1

04:32 Oct 05 2008
Times Read: 766


One thousand years ago

I made a choice.



I chose to be beautiful,

to be be eternal,

to fly like I dreamed of flying.



The velvet night was

always my best friend -

my confidante, my solace

my keeper, my protector

my cloak, my haven and

my home.



To come home to night

was good and true.



And to this day

I stand in front of windows

(old or modern, wood or steel),

flung wide open, curtains blowing,

breathing in the scents, the sounds

the sights of night,

so totally alive,

so beckoning, so siren calling

to the deepest, widest sense

of what is I.


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rivers of her soul

04:29 Oct 05 2008
Times Read: 767


Bleed me,

she pleaded,

her tears flowed hot,

so river wild,

so river violent.



Take me,

she cried,

bleed me,

make my heart

as cold as stone,

as cold as ice,

I can no longer

stand the pain

of living;

and yet,

I cannot die,

I am too young,

I am too fair,

there's far too much

I haven't tasted,

touched and made my own.



Bleed me,

my lord, I beg of you.

I swear I will be true.

I swear that I will serve you,

gladly and with fervour.



I'll take my youth

and all my questions.



Through me,

you too will feel

alive again,

you will once more

discover how it was

when first

you saw the night,

when first

you raised your wings

and soared

into the singing,

into the radiance

that others

never could perceive,

I heard you speak of it,

I know your wonder

is alive,

my Lord, I beg of you,

take me this night

and bleed me,

bleed me,

make me whole.



The ancient vampire lord

stood still and cold,

in silent white of ages,

already did he know

that he would

take her tears,

that he would

drink her tears,

and leave her drained

but not of that,

her burden,

destiny,

the rivers of her soul.



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emotional vampire

04:27 Oct 05 2008
Times Read: 768


standing before you,

naked, but unaware,

body trembling with every breath,

I await your approach.



embracing you in ecstasy,

our energies ascend in

a feverish rapture as the

moon illuminates our silhouettes through

lace curtains.



you pull away,

leaving me listless,

writhing in agony on the

floor as my essence seeps through

my skin into you,



my sweet, emotional vampire,



who leaves me in anguish,

tormented until our next encounter when

I will stand before you,

naked,

waiting to be drained again.


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awaking vampire

04:18 Oct 05 2008
Times Read: 771






The sun sets.

The creatures of the night

coming to play...

to play with humans...

naive humans...

No one knows what will happen.

You don’t know, either.

Although it’s your life

that’s going to end...

tonight.



The darkness is falling.

And you’re still happy.

You still don’t know what will happen.

Still don’t know anything.

Soon you’ll learn...

You’ll learn to love eternal life.

You’ll learn to love the night.

You’ll learn to hate the day.

Same as I did.

And you’ll learn to love me.

And maybe, someday, I´ll tell you...

tell you why you had to die...

tonight.



The moon is rising.

And I found you.

I took all my hate...

and made you one of us...

Now you’re lying on the ground.

The pain is for the moment...

but it’ll let you go.

And only the sadness will stay.

The sadness of having lost your life.

And maybe, one day,

of having lost your love.

But for the now it’s the sadness

of having lost your life...

tonight.



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my vampire tears

04:07 Oct 05 2008
Times Read: 773


The colours of my last dawn are fading

Soon the night will be here

I look at the world with my new eyes

It?s hard to describe what I see



Everything has changed, but still it?s the same

Inside I feel a hunger and a growing pain



I run from myself in the night

I cry for the victims I bite

But still I?m a vampire, but I don?t want to live

In this endless dark



Now I hide in the shadows

When the moon shed it?s light

I guess I will live forever

An immortal trapped in time...



Darkness around me I stand here alone

Forever to serve by my masters throne



I run from myself in the night

I cry for the victims I bite

But still I?m a vampire, but I don?t want to live

In this endless dark



Darkness around me I stand here alone

Forever to serve by my masters throne



I cry the vampire tears

I scream but nobody hears

My chains last forever but I will not be alone

I will give you my eternal kiss...

I will give you my eternal kiss


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from a friend

03:39 Oct 01 2008
Times Read: 694


As the darkness calls out I awaken to the hunt

Wandering the world of shadows I indulge in what he (God) forbid

Drinking the Blood of humans as a Full Moon reigns the night

Raise thy Chalice feed with lust, immortality is achieved



Power surges in me, guiding me with hate

I am the night that lasts forever

The cold winds of Noctem Aeternus that haunt the feeble and weak



My senses are enhanced as I thrive in the moonlight

The Sun shall rise no more, forever the Vampyres walk

Inherit the Earth to destroy, no human shall be spared

As their God is impaled on the inverted cross



Drink the Blood of Christ, not his impotent wine

His Angels are Forsaken, as we desecrate his bread(flesh)

The Horns of the Goat are nailed in his Skull



I am the ominous, the plague of the closed minded

I am Darkness,The Vampyre Lord Ryu Noctem Aeternus.









LordOfNoctemAeternus

21:17:08

Sep 30 2008

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