And again.
The light fought back the darkness.
Silent darkness...
It fought back the fog.
Merciful fog covering earth.
Protecting from the light.
Glaring light.
Too glaring.
Pains.
Heat.
Fire.
Sun lighting the vampire.
Sun lighting me
as it once burned my soul.
Hiding.
Where to go?
Merciful darkness.
Hiding shadows.
Protecting me from light.
From sunlight.
Sunrays touching me.
And again pains...
Escaping.
Hiding.
Shadow.
A place to pass the day.
Keeping my death away.
Sleep.
Passing time.
Finally the sun sets.
The night’s coming.
Beautiful night.
Merciful night.
Poor little vampire.
Had to say goodbye to the day.
Only the night for living.
But uncountable nights...
And again there´s the night.
The merciful night.
I wanna stay here forever.
Keep the light away.
Forever night.
Forever safety.
No fears.
No sorrows.
Beauty.
I wanna live forever.
I don’t wanna die.
Redeem me.
Take me with you.
Make me one of yours.
Make me a creature of the night.
The beautiful night...
I´ll miss the day...
but the night caught me.
Nothing will ever be as beautiful
as the night.
When will they realize?
The day is the time of hiding.
The night’s the time to live.
The beauty of the night...
I can’t live without it.
I will leave the day
if I can have the night,
if I can live forever.
Melancholic night...
Sadness...
When will I get it?
Will I?
Only one minute...
A short pain redeeming from an everlasting.
Goodbye day!
Hello everlasting night!
Bite me!
A vampire is born...
The sun rises.
It’s beautiful.
But it brings the light.
The merciless light.
Showing everything.
Fighting back the night
until there are only some shadows
telling about the beauty of the night.
Of the merciful darkness.
Too glaring.
So cruel.
It’s warm but...
It could never be as warm
as the night is beautiful.
It’s hot and it’s light.
I’m thinking of the night.
Its coolness and its darkness.
And again it’s killing my soul.
The hectic of the day
makes me crazy.
I’m longing for the peace,
the peace the night will bring.
Hectic and noisy,
that’s the day.
Too many people
running around,
busy with nothing,
unimportant stuff.
Memories of the night...
It’ll come again...
It’ll bring peace and rest.
It’ll make you forgetting...
about sorrows and fear and problems.
But it’s far away...
The day...
Too glaring...
Pains...
The night.
It’s beautiful.
There’s nothing that could only be half as beautiful as the night.
The stars are shining.
The full moon above me.
Why does the night pass by?
Why couldn’t it last forever?
The night is the time of the memories.
It’s the time of the lovers
and the time of the lonesome.
It could be the time of rest,
the time of sleep.
But isn’t it too beautiful to stay at home and sleep?
The night is magic.
I can’t stay at home
when it’s dark outside.
The night is the time of mysteries,
the time of demons,
of vampires.
But the darkness of the night isn’t dangerous.
It’s peace in it, safety.
It covers the guilty and the haunted.
It’s merciful.
The time when I forget about day.
About all its problems,
its sorrows.
The time when I’m happy.
The time when I’m sad.
The night is everything for me.
It’s all that counts.
Nothing is as beautiful as the night.
I wish it would never end.
Just everlasting,
lasting for eternity...
Night falls,
darkness calls.
A vampire walks the streets,
blood is what she needs,
peace is, what she's longing for.
When she passes by your door,
you won't realize who she is.
You'll never learn she's this.
A creature of the night,
a victim of a fight,
that lasts for years,
that's cruel and caused tears.
She's of our kind, she's one of us,
if she dies, it's our loss.
We're living like you are,
we might be near or far.
When we meet don't be afraid,
what made us this, it was just fate.
Believe us, we are serious,
we're neither bad nor dangerous
You think I'm a monster?
I'm not.
I never was.
What made me a vampire
that was a monster.
Cruelty was its fun.
Killing its sense of life.
But I'm different.
I didn't want
to become what I am.
I never wanted
to live forever.
But this way of life
is no real life.
It's only existing.
And I'm too weak...
too weak to stop existing...
I was young.
I was full of dreams,
of hopes...
And then there was
death...
I fell...
into a dark whole...
Complete silence...
No one around...
No feeling left...
but sadness.
I long for my past...
So much time ago...
I long for the sun...
Maybe, one day...
I have the strength to see it again!
Now!
The last thing I see
before I stop existing!
Darkness’ walker,
mysterious stalker.
Figure dressed dark,
no dog’s gonna bark,
when he steps out
of the shadows, never loud,
always silent he is,
bringing death’s kiss.
He’s an undead walking,
in the night he’s lurking.
He brings death and fear
there’s no help when he’s near.
No place to hide,
no way to fight.
Your life will be ended,
you can’t be defended.
He is your sire,
mysterious nightflyer.
When night is calling
could you resist?
Resist the power
that is calling?
Say no
to what your soul is waiting for?
Refuse
although your heart seems to break?
Ignore the feeling
that darkness brings?
Stop refusing!
Answer the call!
Go out in the night!
Maybe you´ll become
what you wish for.
Vampires are waiting...
Waiting for the sunset
Waiting for the night.
Waiting for the darkness
Waiting for life.
So long to wait.
So much to wait for.
Finally the day ends.
The world’s mine.
Nothing can stop me.
I’m the night.
There was a time
when I was happy during the day
and afraid in the night.
But that was before I was born.
And I started to forget about day,
right after I was born.
There’s the madness
waiting for every vampire who doesn´t...
We swept into the sleepy town
on wings of night; we were
a rushing, a ferocious wind
and we were hungry.
Some felt us coming.
Some amongst the fat
and frightened sleepers
raised their heads, their hooded eyes
would try in vain to pierce the dark -
as always, they would try to find
a refuge in a fire, that is all
they ever knew to have,
to stand between them and the endless night,
filled to the brim with life
that wants to feast upon them,
wants to sink its flashing teeth
without a second's hesitation
deep into their unprotected flesh
and tear their worlds apart
in a bright ruby sacrifice,
a baptism of blood that ends
their meaningless existence.
But all the fires do
is blind them further still
and take away whatever chance
they might have had to rise and flee,
or to agree and find a balance,
learn our ways and share our days and nights
in some form that resembles an ecology -
but they do no such thing,
instead they quiver and they tremble,
they pray, they stare -
right up until their end.
Yet there are others, rare amongst them,
who would try to see.
In every village, every town
there are a chosen few
who celebrate the coming of our kind,
who see us not as monsters
but as saviours and they prayed
that we should come and take revenge
on their behalf on all that madness,
all that sadness,
all those pointless lives and lies -
those are the children of the night,
they run to us and they care not
if they should live or die,
for those we are salvation,
either way.
So here we are and here we stand
in drifting veils of time and power,
our family is here and there before us
lies the sleeping town.
Bright is the moon above;
it lights the shadow shapes
of those few who have come to greet us,
meet us and invite us to begin the feast -
as is tradition, we enfold them first
and some of those if they are strong and pure
will join our family;
and others will find sweet release
and will receive the blessing of the night.
This serves to heighten our senses;
and the hunger is now such
that we must laugh and spin.
We stand together one more time as one,
we play with our exquisite and excruciating need,
we make it crest as high as it will be;
and then we rush into the town
and now, the feast begins.
Your skin,
once perfect,
once a pale sweep
of unbroken desert dunes,
has felt my kiss
and now it cries -
ruby tears are welling up,
are slowly sliding
down your throat,
glistening, delicious
tears of joy,
of life
of your awakening.
I am always moved
when I thus watch
the sorrow of the body,
expressed, released,
out in the open now
for all to see -
and it was always there,
and not to know that
is the deepest
of illusions.
Here, watch with me.
Observe with fascination
as your treasures flow
across your breast
and make their way
to your most intimate
of oceans - this is my
sacrifice before I start
to make all this my own,
my gift to you,
the first of all,
the most important
lesson of your life.
Now close your eyes.
Give up your yesterdays
and your tomorrows -
all those are gone,
will never be
and you and me
will take a journey
new and bright,
into the night
a dawn of radiance
awaits.
Making love to you
is like a stately
funeral procession,
six black stallions,
satin sombre glory
and blood red roses.
The world stands still
as we proceed,
slow march,
one direction,
no escape.
It doesn't help
to turn away
and to pretend
this isn't real.
The mourners in their finery
assemble now around our bed
their faces white,
their eyes devoid of tears,
the worst has come to pass
and now, there are no longer
any fears remaining here.
Ashes to ashes,
dust to dust,
come I will,
and come I must.
One thousand years ago
I made a choice.
I chose to be beautiful,
to be be eternal,
to fly like I dreamed of flying.
The velvet night was
always my best friend -
my confidante, my solace
my keeper, my protector
my cloak, my haven and
my home.
To come home to night
was good and true.
And to this day
I stand in front of windows
(old or modern, wood or steel),
flung wide open, curtains blowing,
breathing in the scents, the sounds
the sights of night,
so totally alive,
so beckoning, so siren calling
to the deepest, widest sense
of what is I.
Bleed me,
she pleaded,
her tears flowed hot,
so river wild,
so river violent.
Take me,
she cried,
bleed me,
make my heart
as cold as stone,
as cold as ice,
I can no longer
stand the pain
of living;
and yet,
I cannot die,
I am too young,
I am too fair,
there's far too much
I haven't tasted,
touched and made my own.
Bleed me,
my lord, I beg of you.
I swear I will be true.
I swear that I will serve you,
gladly and with fervour.
I'll take my youth
and all my questions.
Through me,
you too will feel
alive again,
you will once more
discover how it was
when first
you saw the night,
when first
you raised your wings
and soared
into the singing,
into the radiance
that others
never could perceive,
I heard you speak of it,
I know your wonder
is alive,
my Lord, I beg of you,
take me this night
and bleed me,
bleed me,
make me whole.
The ancient vampire lord
stood still and cold,
in silent white of ages,
already did he know
that he would
take her tears,
that he would
drink her tears,
and leave her drained
but not of that,
her burden,
destiny,
the rivers of her soul.
standing before you,
naked, but unaware,
body trembling with every breath,
I await your approach.
embracing you in ecstasy,
our energies ascend in
a feverish rapture as the
moon illuminates our silhouettes through
lace curtains.
you pull away,
leaving me listless,
writhing in agony on the
floor as my essence seeps through
my skin into you,
my sweet, emotional vampire,
who leaves me in anguish,
tormented until our next encounter when
I will stand before you,
naked,
waiting to be drained again.
The colours of my last dawn are fading
Soon the night will be here
I look at the world with my new eyes
It?s hard to describe what I see
Everything has changed, but still it?s the same
Inside I feel a hunger and a growing pain
I run from myself in the night
I cry for the victims I bite
But still I?m a vampire, but I don?t want to live
In this endless dark
Now I hide in the shadows
When the moon shed it?s light
I guess I will live forever
An immortal trapped in time...
Darkness around me I stand here alone
Forever to serve by my masters throne
I run from myself in the night
I cry for the victims I bite
But still I?m a vampire, but I don?t want to live
In this endless dark
Darkness around me I stand here alone
Forever to serve by my masters throne
I cry the vampire tears
I scream but nobody hears
My chains last forever but I will not be alone
I will give you my eternal kiss...
I will give you my eternal kiss
As the darkness calls out I awaken to the hunt
Wandering the world of shadows I indulge in what he (God) forbid
Drinking the Blood of humans as a Full Moon reigns the night
Raise thy Chalice feed with lust, immortality is achieved
Power surges in me, guiding me with hate
I am the night that lasts forever
The cold winds of Noctem Aeternus that haunt the feeble and weak
My senses are enhanced as I thrive in the moonlight
The Sun shall rise no more, forever the Vampyres walk
Inherit the Earth to destroy, no human shall be spared
As their God is impaled on the inverted cross
Drink the Blood of Christ, not his impotent wine
His Angels are Forsaken, as we desecrate his bread(flesh)
The Horns of the Goat are nailed in his Skull
I am the ominous, the plague of the closed minded
I am Darkness,The Vampyre Lord Ryu Noctem Aeternus.
LordOfNoctemAeternus
21:17:08
Sep 30 2008
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COMMENTS
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BloodPrey
06:54 Oct 29 2008
very nice