my turning story21:20 Sep 23 2008
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alot of ppls ask me to talk about my turning well how do you want me to start i was born and become a women or i died and become a vampire ((( sounds familiar hahahah )) well it is not as beautiful as the movie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for years that's seems like ages i felt like i did not belong on this earth! like most of us i knew i was different but how i did not know i saw all those hocus pocus movies wasen't a believer until i turn 14 years old and start discover some of my witche's powers and i was scared and amaze at the same time.... So one day i went to the elders for help and that's when i saw him ::: tall dark and mysterious he wasen't all that good looking but a powerful strenght was emerging from him ...i caught a glimpse in his eyes saying that i will be his( did not know what to make of it yet )) i left such in a rush could not stay there!!!!! when my mentor past away (an elder) i saw that man again i was 21 going on 22 and it was not a pretty sight drinking evryday and partying,,, he came to me at the funeral and start talking to me i felt a feeling of absolute understanding and comprehension from him ,, he did not moral me,, or lectured me he just hold my hand and let me cryed..i wanted to go in a bar and drink my pain away but he told me he wanted me to meet his childs and protegees .. could not say no to him( i think i was already under his power) well what happens next it's hard to described we had sex but it wasen't sex it was more like exchanging our soul!!! then he fed me his own blood and as long i remember i felt so powerful, i thought i could take the entire world in my hands! he tought me the vampire ways.,, history,,, and more teachings so i will be able to go on my own one day!!! but i did not wanted to leave i wanted to be with him eternally i did not love him as a lover he was like evrything to me ,, a father ,, a friend , a master .a lover, a mentor, we use to hunt in pack ,me . him and his other childrens,,, and one night i came from hunting alone and they were all gone to where i still don't know.. how either just never heard of him or my brothers and sisters !!!! i had to turn to others to terminate my apprenticage and built my own nest !!!! i just hope that ppls who want to be turn realize that it is not a fairy tale or easy to be a vampire with great power come great sacrifice !!!!
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Bloodmother
21:01 Sep 24 2008
You made me feel sad at your abandonment, shanelle.
shanelle
21:09 Sep 24 2008
it's ok i turned out good i wasen't mad and i did not went on a blod rampage just sad and confuse but it will pass with years nothing that time can not fix xxxx